Grandfather, who began to enjoy our friendship, consented to receive
me in the tower chamber. He took no notice of my presence, however,
now enveloping me with the smoke of his pipe, and again playing upon
his violin, the notes of which mingled in my mind with the forest, the
lake and all our secret retreats. That room was to me a continuation of
my free out-of-door life. On stormy days, very rare in the course of
that bright summer predicted by Mathieu de la Drôme, I used to watch
the falling rain and the changing skies, lulled and softened by this
spectacle of the uselessness of things. When the west was clear I could
see the sun shooting into the waters of the lake a pillar of fire,
which by degrees was changed into a sword and finally was reduced to a
golden point, the reflection of the star resting upon the shoulder of
the mountain, which was what the sun became for one second before it
disappeared. In the evenings, after dinner, I used to obtain the favour
of looking at the constellations through the telescope. As his former
room had faced the south, grandfather, as I have said, was acquainted
with only half the heavens, and refused to puzzle out the other half.
Therefore I knew only Altair and Vega, Arcturus and the Virgin’s sheaf,
which may be seen in the south in July. I was obliged to lean out to
distinguish Antares on the edge of the roof. The other months all is
confused to my eyes, and the same if I look toward the north.
The household was pleased with my new regimen. More than once father
asked of grandfather:
“Truly, the boy doesn’t inconvenience you?”
“Oh, not at all,” grandfather would invariably reply.
And father would express his gratitude for my recovered health, Aunt
Deen would declare that I no longer had my papier-mâché face, and would
rub my cheeks to make them redder. My mother saw in grandfather’s
affection a guarantee of peace and reconciliation. As for me, life had
been insensibly changed. School, lessons, emulation, regular hours,
work--all that no longer existed. I had only to turn my back upon the
town and give myself up to lovely nature. I felt that, though I cannot
explain it, at once clearly and confusedly: confusedly in my mind and
clearly as a matter of practice.
And yet, on our return from our walks, grandfather would pretty often
simply bring me back as far as the gate, and slip away in the direction
of the accursed city.
IV
THE CAFÉ OF THE NAVIGATORS
WHERE did grandfather go after bringing me back to the house? To the
café, and one day he took me there.
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