The House by the RiverHerbert, A. P. (Alan Patrick)
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The House by the River
Herbert, A. P. (Alan Patrick)
London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction; Poets -- Fiction
Stephen went down with John to the front door feeling certain that he
would there and then "have it out." But John said nothing, only a quick
"Good night." He did not look at Stephen. They felt then like strangers
to each other. And Stephen, marvelling at John's silence and strangely
moved by his coldness, became suddenly anxious to get at his thoughts.
He said, "John--I--I--I hope you're not ... hadn't I better ... I--I
mean ... are you being worried much ... by this?..."
His vagueness was partly due to a new and genuine nervousness and partly
to calculation--a half-conscious determination not to commit himself.
But John perfectly understood.
"No, Stephen, we'll forget all that ... you're not to do anything....
It's a bit trying, but I can stand it. I don't want to upset things any
more now.... Margery and you ... a fresh start, you know.... Good
night." And he was gone.
Stephen went slowly upstairs, astonished and ashamed, with a confused
sense of humiliation and relief. And while he felt penitent and mean in
the face of this magnanimity of John's, he could not avoid a certain
conceited contentment with the wisdom and success of his planning.
Yes, it was very satisfactory. And now he could get on with the poem
about "Chivalry." He sat down at his table and pulled out the scribbled
muddle of manuscript. But he wrote no word that night. He sat for a long
time staring at the paper, thinking of the chivalry of John Egerton. And
it brought no inspiration.
XI
John went home thinking pitifully of Margery Byrne and vowing hotly that
he would sacrifice himself for her sake. In the hall he found a letter
from Miss Muriel Tarrant. The neat round writing on the envelope stirred
him deliciously where it stared up from the floor. Almost reverently he
picked it up and fingered it and turned it over and examined it with the
fond and foolish deliberation of a lover for whom custom has not staled
these little blisses. The letter was an invitation to a dance. The
Tarrants had just come home and they were taking a party to the Buxton
Galleries on Saturday. And they were very anxious for John to go. It was
clear, then, that they had declined to join the faction of Mrs. Vincent,
though they must have heard the story, numbers of stories, by this time.
And John, as he argued thus, was almost overwhelmed with pride and
tenderness and exultation. He felt then that he had known always that
Muriel was different from the malicious sheep who were her mother's
friends. And this letter, coming at this moment, seemed like some
glorious sign of approbation from Heaven, an acknowledgment and a
reward for the deed of sacrifice to which he had but just devoted
himself. It was an inspiration to go on with it--though it made the
sacrifice itself seem easy.
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