Yes. There was Dorothy. She had promised to participate in a similar
beano any time he liked. But such bright occurrences must be rare. He
longed to plunge into fervid correspondence. Caution restrained him.
Elusive and perplexing, Heaven knew what she might say to a violent
declaration of passion. It might ruin a state of things both delicate
and delicious. Far better carry on his wooing by word of mouth.
In the meanwhile, the days at Churton Towers were long and life lacked
variety. So he looked forward to the visit of Mr. James Burden, compound
of fossil and sentimental blighter though he might be.
* * * * *
Punctually at three o’clock, the appointed hour, one afternoon, the maid
who attended the door came up to Godfrey Baltazar waiting lonely in the
great hall, and announced the visitor. With the aid of the now familiar
crutch he rose nimbly. He saw advancing towards him in a brisk, brusque
way, a still young-looking man in grey tweeds, rather above medium
height, thickset, giving an immediate impression of physical strength.
“Are you Mr. Godfrey Baltazar?”
“Yes, sir,” said the boy courteously.
“My name is Burden. It’s good of you to let me come to see you.”
He grasped Godfrey’s hand in a close grip and looked at him keenly out
of bright grey eyes. Not much fossil there, thought the young man. On
the contrary, a singularly live personality. There was strength in the
heavy though clean-cut face, marked by the deep vertical furrow between
the brows; strength in the coarse, though well-trimmed, thatch of brown
hair unstreaked by grey; strength in his voice.
“Do sit down,” said Godfrey.
Baltazar sat down and, looking at his son, clutched the arm of his
chair. Crosby and Sheepshanks were right. A splendid fellow, the ideal
of a soldier, clean run, clear eyes; a touch of distinction and breed
about him, manifestation of the indomitable old Huguenot strain. By God!
A boy to be proud of; and he saw bits of himself in the boy’s features,
expression and gesture. A thrill ran through him as he drank in the new
joy of parenthood. Yet through the joy pain stabbed him—fierce
resentment against Fate, which had cheated him of the wonderful years of
the boy’s growth and development. For the first time in his decisive
life he felt tongue-tied and embarrassed. He cursed the craftiness that
brought him hither under an assumed name. Yet, had he written as John
Baltazar, he would have risked a rebuff. What sentimental regard or
respect could this young man have for his unknown and unnatural father?
At any rate his primary object had been attained. Here he was in his
son’s presence, a courteously welcomed guest. He looked at him with
yearning eyes; Godfrey met his gaze with cool politeness. Baltazar wiped
a perspiring brow. After a few moments Godfrey broke an awkward
situation by offering his cigarette case. The cigarettes lit, Baltazar
said suddenly:
“It’s an infernal shame!”
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