“I know. That’s why I wrote to you in some diffidence. I had no idea how
you regarded your father’s memory. I hope you appreciate my feeling that
I might be treading on delicate ground.”
Godfrey waved an indulgent hand. “Oh, that’s all right, sir. My father
was a distinguished and romantic person, and I’m rather interested in
him than otherwise.”
Baltazar drew a great breath of relief. At any rate he was not execrated
by the paragon of sons. “I see,” said he, his features relaxing, for the
first time, into a smile. “Like any other ancestor, he’s part of your
family history.”
“Something of the sort. Only perhaps a bit nearer.”
“How nearer?”
“People live who knew him in the flesh. You, for instance.”
“Yes,” said Baltazar. “I knew him intimately. We were undergraduates and
dons together. I left Cambridge about the same time as he did—when my
fellowship lapsed. I went away to the Far East, where I’ve spent my
life. I’m just back, you know. Instinct took me to Cambridge, a sort of
Rip van Winkle, to see if there were any remains of old friends—and my
visit to you is the result of my enquiries.”
“When you wrote to me, I wondered whether you could tell me if my father
was alive or dead.”
Baltazar made a little gesture.
“_Quien sabe?_ From what I remember of John Baltazar he was not a man to
let himself die easily. He was the most obstinate mule I ever came
across. Death would have had a trying time with him. Besides, he was as
tough as a rhinoceros.”
“So he still may be in the land of the living?”
“As far as I know.” Baltazar leaned forward on his chair. “You have no
feeling of resentment against him?”
“One can’t feel resentment against a shadow,” replied Godfrey.
“Suppose he reappeared, what would be your attitude towards him?”
Godfrey frowned at the touch of impertinence in the question which
probed too deeply. He glanced distrustfully at his visitor.
“I’m afraid I’ve never considered the point,” he replied frostily. “Have
you any special reason for putting it to me?”
Baltazar winced. “Only as a student of psychology. But I see you would
rather continue to regard him as a legendary character?”
“Quite,” said Godfrey.
“You must forgive me, Mr. Baltazar,” said the father, with a smile. “I’m
half orientalized and only beginning to attune myself to Western habits
of thought. I lived for so many years in the interior of China that I
almost lost the Western point of view. Well, there the basis of all
religious and philosophic systems is filial piety. The whole moral and
political system of the Empire has been reared on it for thousands of
years. If you were a Chinaman, you would venerate your father, no matter
what grievances you might have against him or how shadowy and legendary
he might be.”
“But I’m not a Chinaman,” said Godfrey.
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