He drafted a telegram to the tailoring firm in the cathedral city,
instructing them to supply Mr. Ho with essential raiment, and then,
continuing his epistle to his pupil, gave him safe counsel and his
blessing, and enclosed a cheque to meet necessary expenses.
After which he lunched in the coffee-room with the appetite of the
healthy man, lounged for a while with a pipe on the tranquil pavement
outside the inn, and then went upstairs again, threw himself contentedly
into an arm-chair with a German war publication lent him by Weatherley,
and waited for Marcelle.
* * * * *
It was her afternoon of freedom. She had looked forward to the interview
with mingled longing and apprehension. He had been the only man in her
life, and it was all such a long time ago. The jealous grip of her
nurse’s work had fastened upon neck and shoulders, and bent the
concentration of her being within a succession of little horizons. Men
she had met and known intimately, men in thousands; but they were all
suffering men, men whose sole appeal to her womanhood was their
helplessness, their dependence. If there crossed her path a man with
strong protective arm and compelling eyes, he was whisked away sound and
whole beyond her horizon’s misty rim. Now and then, but rarely, in
haggard faces shone eyes of desire. Her sex revolted until experience
taught her the nurse’s cynical indifference. Of course there are the
romances of nursing. In her long career she had known of many; of many,
too, in which the resultant marriages had been all that is adumbrated by
the ends of the fairy tales. But no ghost of such a romance had ever
come her way. And no romance had come her way in her restricted social
life. Her holidays had been too rare and fleeting. Here and there,
perhaps, a man had been attracted by her good looks and her
graciousness, but before these had had time to consolidate a first
effect, she was miles away, back again in uniform between the eternal
rows of beds. She had worked hard and seriously, the perfect nurse,
accepting, without question, the hospital ward as the sphere ordained
for her by destiny. Yet to soften the rigid life, she had fostered in
her heart the memory of the brief and throbbing love of long ago.
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