“I wish to God I could take you away with me!” said the young man
fiercely.
“I wish you could, dear,” she said in her caressing tone. “But in the
meantime we have these happy little hours. We mustn’t ask too much of
fate.”
“I only ask what fate gives to any man—that bus driver and that
policeman—the woman he loves.”
“I’m afraid,” she laughed, “if you heard the history of their _vie
amoureuse_, you would be dreadfully disillusioned. It seems to me that
everybody marries the wrong person in this muddle-pairing world. We must
make the best of it.”
At this period, infatuated though she was, she had no idea of breaking
away from convention, even to the extent of setting up a household
separate from her husband’s. Social life was dear to her, for all her
asseverations to the contrary, and dearer still the influence that she
could command. Yet, as the days went on she noticed signs of restiveness
in Godfrey. An hour thrice a week in an open car, when half his
attention had to be devoted to the preservation of their own and other
people’s lives, scarcely satisfied his young ardour. The times when he
could lounge free in her boudoir from four to six were over. As an
officer on the staff of the Director-General of Operations, he knew no
hours. The intricate arrangements for the mobility of the British Army
did not depend on the convenience of young gentlemen at the War Office.
Such had to scorn delight and live laborious days, which on the
occasions of especial military activity were apt to run into the nights.
Now and then, of course, Godfrey could assure himself an hour or so for
lunch, but never could he foretell it on the day before. Only once, by
hasty telephoning, did they manage to meet for lunch at the Carlton. In
the evenings they were a little more successful. Now and again a theatre
together. But Godfrey, suddenly become sensitive on the point of honour,
refused opportunities of dining at Belgrave Square.
“If I love a man’s wife, I can’t sit at his table and drink his wine and
smile at him,” he proclaimed bluntly.
“It seems,” she said, at last, “there’s nothing left but for me to run
away with you.”
“Why not?” he asked, laughing, for her tone was light.
“What about the British Army?”
He reflected. If she had said what about morality, or Christianity, or
his immortal soul, he would have damned any item of them off-hand. But
he couldn’t damn the British Army. He temporized.
“I don’t quite see.”
“If you ran away with me, you’d have to run an awful long way, and leave
the Army in the lurch.”
“That would never do,” said Godfrey.
“So we’ll have to sacrifice ourselves for our country till the war’s
over,” said Lady Edna.
Then, in spite of philosophic and patriotic resolve, the relations
between them grew to be uncertain and dangerous. Aware of this, she
sought to play rather the part of Egeria than that of the unhappy wife
claiming consolation from her lover.
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