New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
"I don't know just why; but don't you do it."
"I promised," said Violet.
"Och, listen to the poor dear!" Katie appealed to her fellow-lodger.
"I wonder is it long she thinks he'd be keepin' his word to her."
Her own word freshened the ever-abiding terror in the runaway's
heart, but Violet said no more about it.
"Would you have much to swear to?" asked Carrie, seated on the foot
of the cot.
"What do you mean?" Violet parried.
"She means, Violet----" began Katie.
The fugitive, in her new surroundings, shrank from the name.
"Don't! Don't call me that!" she said.
"Sure an' ain't it the name you gave me yourself?"
"I know, but I don't want to hear it ever again. Call me Mary; call
me Mary----"
And there, face to face with a new danger, Violet came to a stop.
Her captivity had taught her much of bestiality, but it had taught
her besides only that some unknown, tremendous power hated her; that
she was debased and must never, at whatever cost of further suffering
to herself, permit her degradation to attach to her family; that she
must escape, but that she must also wholly divorce herself from all
that life had meant her to be. She had no thought of the future; she
had only a realization of what had been and what was.
"Mary what?" asked Carrie.
"Mary Morton," lied Violet. Perhaps she had heard the name before;
perhaps the easy alliteration brought it first to her mind. At all
events, she reflected, one name was as good as another, so long as it
was not her own.
"Would you have much to swear to?" Carrie was continuing. "Is it as
bad as they say--there?"
Violet looked at the round, serious face before her.
"I don't know what they say," she replied; "but it's worse than
anybody can say. There's a lot of it you can't say, because there's
a lot of it there ain't no words ever been made up for. Just you
pray God you won't ever have to find out how bad it is."
They looked at her and saw on her the marks of which she was not yet
aware.
Katie bent over and swiftly kissed the fevered forehead under its
tumbled russet hair.
"You poor woman," she said with unintended implication, "an' how many
years did you have to stand it?"
"It wasn't years; it was--it was only weeks."
"What? An' they could get a grown woman like you?"
Violet tried to smile.
"How old do you think I am?" she asked.
Katie made what she considered a charitable reply.
"Twenty-five?"
"I'm not seventeen."
Katie began to busy herself about the room, and Carrie turned her
head.
"Ah, well," said Katie, "you're tired out, an' it's 'most mornin'.
We must all go to sleep now."
"I only put on long dresses in April," said Violet.
But Katie seemed not to hear her. She hurried the arrangements for
the night.
"Sleep as long as you like in the morning," said Carrie; "and if you
can wear any of our things, wear 'em. We have to get up early, but
don't mind us."
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