New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
"Upon my word, you have it rather cozy here, considering the
neighborhood. I'm not half so well fixed myself. I'm glad to see
that, Marian, and I'm more than glad to see you."
He raised his heavy lids to look at her. He had resolved when, a
short while before, she had sent for him, to make no mention of their
long separation. He was sure that the sending meant he was to have a
chance to recall to her the superior wisdom that had expressed itself
in his advice against working among the poor; but of the time that
had elapsed since that advice was given he had meant to say nothing.
Always he had confidently expected this moment, and, now that it had
come, she must find him prepared. He put out his hand.
But Marian was thinking of how, in this same room, she had said
good-by to Mary. She compressed her lips a moment before answering,
and, when she did answer, it was only to say, quite calmly:
"I don't want to shake hands with you, Wesley."
Day and night the words that Mary had so innocently dropped
concerning Dyker had stirred the fire in Marian's breast. Supposing
that her protégée had shared with Rose the easy caresses of Wesley,
even at a time when Marian had been on the point of accepting them,
the failure of that protégée to return to the Settlement for aid or
consolation had made Marian the prey to a hundred contending
emotions. She was glad that Mary had not come back, because Mary
adrift meant Mary suffering. She was sorry that Mary had not come
back, because she wanted to ask the girl so many things that she had
at first neglected to ask. She doubted Mary and was ashamed of her
doubts; she doubted Dyker and was still ashamed. One thought tore at
another, and all tore at her heart.
On entering the Settlement she had left Dyker in a proud anger that
forbade her acting upon his offer to come to her whenever she should
send for him; on dismissing Mary she had so framed her promise of
secrecy that she might repeat to Wesley the unfortunate woman's
unconscious accusation; and on twisting and turning the reptilian
thing over in her mind, she said in one breath that she could not
send for Dyker and could not be at peace unless she did send. The
fiercest passion that a conventional woman has is the passion for the
knowledge that will most likely clinch her unhappiness. Marian was
certain that she must know the truth, and she told herself that she
was certain of but one fact beside: that she did not love this man;
that she had never loved him--and, presumably because of that, she
had at last, on this day shortly after the election, incontinently
telephoned to him to come to Rivington Street.
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