New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Prostitutes -- Fiction
The station was just as it had always been. It looked smaller and
dirtier, but she knew that it had not changed; and a sharp pain shot
through her heart at the realization that, in this town, everything
had gone on its placid way while so much had been happening to one of
its children. There were the same grinning gamins waiting for the
New York newspapers; the same negro porters from the two hotels; the
same station-master "calling the train," just as he used to call it
in the days when she had watched the outgoing coaches with envious
longings for a sight of the strange lands toward which they were
bound.
Then, as her aching feet touched the cinder of the thoroughfare, she
realized her danger. She had no plan, no scheme of accounting for
herself; some unreasoned impulse, partly, doubtless, the primal
instinct that drives the wounded beast to its den, had overcome her
fears and turned her face in the direction of the home whither she
had, for so long, dreaded to return. But now she was seized with a
terror of recognition by the townspeople, and so she lowered her head
and walked, with the swiftness of panic, among the little knot of
loafers about the station-door.
Now that she was here, what was she to say, what to do, where to
turn? She moved, unable to evolve any order from the chaos of her
thoughts. She could only go over and over the memory of that last
day in school; the early violets, purple and fragrant, peeping
through the lush grass on the lawns of Second Street; the flaming
oriole in the Southwark yard; the lazy sunlight flowing through the
open windows of Miss England's sleepy classroom. Mary's blue eyes
were bright then, her mouth was red, her cheeks pink; lithe,
strong-limbed, and firm of body, her walk had owned the easy, languid
grace of a wild animal. And now, the lawns were bare; only a few
persistent sparrows hopped in the gutters and along the ground; the
sky was empty of sunlight, and she----
She came to a supreme pause. Habit had led her aimless feet. She
was standing, in the full morning, before the two-story brick house
that was her father's home.
She knew that the door remained unlocked from dawn to night; but she
did not at once enter. She was afraid to go in, afraid to stand
still, afraid to go away.
Then, from the next house, came decision. It was Etta's, her married
sister's place, and she heard someone within it rattle at its door.
Anything was better than a meeting with Etta: Mary quietly opened the
door to her father's house and slipped inside.
She went down the brief, darkened hallway, past the drawn curtains of
the parlor, through the twilight of the dining-room, and stopped at
the open entrance to the small, crowded kitchen, where, among neatly
arranged and brightly polished pots and pans, her mother was bending
over the glowing stove.
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