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"So that argument would not shake it?"
"So that no argument could shake it."
"Nor any persuasion?"
His voice had sunk only a semi-tone, but her feminine ear noted the
change.
"Nor any persuasion," she replied.
"Then suppose I presented to you neither argument nor persuasion, but
a condition?"
"But there is no conceivable condition that could arise to change me.
You refuse to understand that I see this thing as a duty."
A lamp stronger than its fellows threw a quick ray full upon her
face; her brown eyes were charmingly serious, her lips dangerously
sweet.
"What I understand," responded Dyker, "is that there is one situation
in which a woman may find herself where there arises a duty that
crowds all others from the board."
His hand, in the semi-darkness, sought and found her own, its glove
withdrawn, cool and firm and unretreating.
"You know the situation I mean," he said. "I love you. I love you
so much, Marian, that I am jealous of any work that would take you
from me; I want so much of your love that I can spare none of
it--none even for the poor and suffering."
In that tight grasp her hand fluttered a little, but she did not
answer: she could not answer, because, while her brain was telling
her that a love so rapacious was necessarily niggardly, her heart was
crying out that this was the love it wanted most of all.
"Marian"--his voice shook now with the emotion that was tugging at
its leash--"you've known for some months that I loved you; all last
winter you must have seen this coming; you can't be unprepared to
answer me!"
He possessed himself of her other hand, and pressed her inert palms
between his own.
But the girl's determination loomed large to her. Through her entire
life she had been shut away from the real world, behind rich curtains
and amid soft lights, until, fired with the unrest of a partial
education, she had chanced upon a glimpse of classmates working in
what they called the slums, and now, with all the enthusiasm of
youth, she had resolved to join them. A maturer woman would not have
taken so seriously a sudden impulse to engage in work for which she
had no training, but Marian was young.
"I am not unprepared," she answered. "I did know. But I know too
that there are things that can make even love a finer, a better
emotion."
The words reminded her of some speech she had once heard in a play,
and, entirely in earnest as she was, the sound of them from her own
lips strengthened her. She was in love with Wesley Dyker, but she
was more in love with renunciation.
The man, however, shook his head.
"No," he said, "love is something ultimate. You can't paint the
lily; you can't part it and share it; you must either cherish it or
kill it. Which do you mean to do?"
The car had turned into the smoother way of Riverside Drive, where
the lights are far fewer and less bright than Broadway's. He could
not see her face, but he could not doubt the resolve that was in her
voice as she answered:
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