The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
"Why should we change about to-morrow?" he said. "I delight in Theodosia
and I adore Alice. Her extraordinary silliness makes me feel wise in my
own conceit, and conceited in my own wisdom. Is it really dressing-time?
How tiresome! Don't let us dine till nine to-morrow. It is absurd dining
before in the summer. One oughtn't to lose a minute of this heavenly
twilight hour by doing anything in it."
Catherine had walked to the open window by which his sofa was drawn up;
and was observing him closely. He stretched himself with the
luxuriousness of some basking animal as he spoke, and she saw he had a
cigarette in each hand, both of which were burning.
"Is that a new plan?" she said, "smoking two cigarettes at once?"
"Yes, so far as I am concerned; but it's not original. Don't you
remember the Pirate King in 'Peter Pan' smokes two--or was it
three?--cigars together, because he is such an astounding swell? My God!
what a play! It put the clock back thirty years. The moral is that you
can't have too much of a good thing. You should lay your pleasures on
thick, not thin; butter your cake on both sides, and put jam on the top.
I am awfully happy to-night. It was an excellent idea of yours to come
down here. How wonderful the light is! how good everything smells!"
He was speaking with a sort of purr of sensuous enjoyment, though the
words were clear and unblurred. She had seen him like this once before,
when in the spring he had sought relief from an attack of pain with
laudanum. She thought then that it was the mere cessation of it which
caused that ecstasy; now she knew what it was, and her heart sank.
His long, lazy stretch turned him a little on the sofa, so that he faced
her as she stood by the window, with the rosy evening light flooding her
face.
"And, my God! how beautiful you are, Catherine!" he said. "You are made
for worship and immortality. There never was a woman so wonderful as
you."
Catherine pulled herself together, called up her courage. Something must
be done.
"Thurso, let us leave my charms for a moment," she said. "Tell me, have
you had any headache to-day? I hope not."
"Headache! No. I've forgotten what headaches are like."
"Then, why have you been taking that stuff--laudanum, opium, whatever it
is? Oh, it's so dangerous!"
"I--I haven't. What do you mean?" he said, stumbling over the words.
She caught sight of a small medicine-glass on his washing-stand, and
took it up and smelled it.
"Where is the use of saying that?" she asked, holding it out to him.
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