The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
"You encourage me," he said. "It is kind of you. Now, my dear lady, we
have not seen each other for some time, and though old history is
tiresome, I do want to know one thing. Never mind the history, the
events, but sum it up for me. Are you happy? Have you been happy?"
She paused a moment. He had a right to know that too.
"Yes, immensely happy," she said with all honestness--"at least, my life
suits me, which, I suppose, implies happiness. I am--what is the cant
phrase?--in harmony with my environment. And--and you?"
The moment she had asked it she questioned her wisdom in doing so. It
gave him, if he chose, a sort of opportunity.
"Ah, well, I have been hard-working and ambitious," he said, "and I have
got what I wanted. I suppose one should be content with that. Diplomacy
suits me; London suits me; a third thing, indeed, suits me."
"And that?" she asked.
"What you have just so kindly promised me--your friendship. I place it
first, I think, not third."
She laughed again, still a little nervously, and conscious of a
determination not to let the conversation get more intimate than this.
But for the moment it was out of her hands, for he went on in that cool,
quiet voice, separating each word from its neighbours, giving to each
its individual value.
"People who have once been friends," he said, "and after an interval
come together again, often make a great mistake in wondering and
worrying about the past. Please do not suspect me of such a stupidity; I
am more than content to take up the present, just as it is, fragrant
with the promise of your friendship, and fragrant with the knowledge
that you have been, and are, happy. I would have given my whole life, as
you know, to make you that, and now that it has come to you without any
effort on my part, why, let us rejoice over the economy of my energy."
They had come to the end of the path by the river, where an ironwork
gate gave onto the highroad outside, and paused a moment before
retracing their steps. A big yellow moon had risen over the trees to the
east, so that while the western part of the sky still glowed with
sunset, the east was flooded with that cold white flame that turns every
colour into ivory or ebony. And this strange effect was reproduced on
his face, for the warmth of the west shone on one cheek, while on the
other was the white coldness of the moon. And fantastically enough she
felt herself for the moment reading his words in this double light. They
seemed capable of two interpretations.
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