The House of Defence v. 2Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Science
The House of Defence v. 2
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
The acidity and sneering criticism suddenly died out of Thurso's mind.
His moods altered quickly enough and violently; it may have been that
only.
"You know I want to be cured," he said.
Cochrane made a little sign to Maud, who left the room, leaving the two
men alone.
"Yes, I know you do," he said gently, "and you're going to be cured. But
you can help or hinder. All breakfast, you know, you've been hindering.
'Tis such a pity. You've been asking questions, which I love to be
asked, and love answering too, when I can answer them, not because you
wanted to know, but because you wanted to catch me out. Why, of course,
you can catch me out, because often and often I am bound by error and
claims of mortal mind. Also, I don't know absolutely everything--I don't
indeed. But when you want to catch me out like that, it means you are
adopting a hostile attitude to me and to that which I hope to bring you.
That hinders me. It isn't fair."
Cochrane shook his head at him, like some nice boy remonstrating kindly
with a friend whom he likes for not "playing the game." Then he went on
more seriously.
"Now, what's the trouble?" he said. "Why are you hostile? Is it just
because Infinite Love came to your help last night, and sent you to
sleep, instead of letting you drink that poisonous stuff? I guess it's
that. But to think or suggest that I hypnotised you or drugged you is
childish. To doubt that it all happened in any other way than the way it
did is error on your part. Why not accept a perfectly simple
explanation. Can you seriously offer any other? How often before, when
you've been wanting the stuff badly, and have known you would get it in
an hour, have you dropped off to sleep instead? Why, never. And what is
the first occasion of it happening? When I was treating you, bringing
you into the presence of Divine Love--not suggesting things either to
Him or you, but just leaving you together. I treated you for some four
hours last night, beginning soon after dinner."
"But it's all impos----" began Thurso. "I don't understand it, anyhow."
"That's a different matter," said Cochrane.
"But explain. If you've brought me there, is it all over? Am I cured?"
"No; because you have made a habit of error, and that habit has to be
broken. You've got to form a new habit of non-error. You will have to
put yourself in the hands of Love often and often before you get rid of
this. At least, I expect that, though we can't tell in what manner He
will choose to heal you. But I expect that: from what we know a habit
takes longer to cure than an occasional lapse. It is hard to forget a
thing we have got by heart. And we've got to ask, to keep on asking."
Again the hostile attitude was smothered, and interest took its place.
"But why?" asked Thurso. "Why, if error is all a mistake, without real
existence, does it bind us? How can it?"
"Gracious! I can't tell you," said Cochrane. "But there's no doubt it is
so."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account