Burke fitted the key into the lock of the door and turned it sulkily.
“You prim little thing! I was only teasing you,” he said. “Do you mean
you’re really as frightened as all that of--_what people may say?_
I thought you were above minding the gossip of ill-natured
scandal-mongers.”
Jean grasped eagerly at the excuse. It would serve to hide the real
motive of her impulsive action.
“No woman can afford to ignore scandal,” she answered quickly. “After
all, a woman’s happiness depends mostly on her reputation.”
Burke’s eyes narrowed suddenly. He looked at her speculatively, as
though her words had suggested a new train of thought, but he made no
comment. Somewhat abstractedly he opened the door and allowed her to
pass out and down the stairs. Outside the door of the inn they found the
mare and dog-cart in charge of an ostler.
“The mare’s foot’s rather badly torn, sir,” volunteered the man, “but
the blacksmith thinks she’ll travel all right. Far to go, sir?”
“Nine or ten miles,” responded Burke laconically.
He was curiously silent on the way home. It was as though the chain of
reasoning started by Jean’s comment on the relation scandal bears to
a woman’s happiness still absorbed him. His brows were knit together
morosely.
Jean supposed he was probably reproaching himself for his conduct that
afternoon. After all, she reflected, he was normally a man of decent
instincts, and though the flood-tide of his passion had swept him into
taking advantage of the circumstances which had flung them together in
the solitude of the little inn, he would be the first to agree, when in
a less lawless frame of mind, that his conduct had been unpardonable.
Although, even from that, one could not promise that he would not be
equally culpable another time!
Blaise had proved painfully correct in his estimate of the dangers
attaching to unexploded bombs. Jean admitted it to herself ruefully. And
she was honest enough also to admit that, with his warning ringing in
her ears and with the memory of what had happened in the rose garden
to illumine it, she herself was not altogether clear of blame for the
incidents of the afternoon.
She _had_ played with Burke, even encouraged him to a certain extent,
allowing him to be in her company far more frequently than was
altogether wise, considering the circumstance of his hot-headed love for
her.
It was with somewhat of a mental start of surprise that she found
herself seeking for excuses for his behaviour--actually trying to supply
adequate reasons why she should overlook it!
His brooding, sulky silence as he drove along, mile after mile, was not
without its appeal to the inherent femininity of her. He did not try to
excuse or palliate his conduct, made no attempt to sue for forgiveness.
He loved her and he had let her see it; manlike, he had taken what the
opportunity offered. And she didn’t suppose he regretted it.
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