He and Claire had passed a long hour alone together the day after his
return to Staple, and now that the first violent reaction, the first
instinctive impulse of unbearable revolt from Sir Adrian’s spying and
brutality had spent itself they had agreed to shoulder once more the
burden fate had laid upon them, to fight on again, just holding fast
to the simple knowledge of their love for one another and leaving
the ultimate issue to that great, unfathomable Player who “hither and
thither moves, and mates, and slays,” not with the shadowed vision of
our finite eyes but with the insight of eternity.
Jean had seen them coming hand in hand through the cool green glades of
the wood where the great decision had been taken, and something in the
two young, stern-set faces brought a sudden lump into her throat. She
turned swiftly aside, avoiding a meeting, feeling as though here was
holy ground upon which not even so close a friend as she could tread
without violation.
To Jean herself the week in London had brought a certain, new
tranquillity of spirit. Quite ordinarily and without effort--thanks to
Lady Anne’s skilful stage-management--she and Blaise had been constantly
in each other’s company, and, with the word “Beloved” murmuring in her
heart like some tender undertone of melody, the hours they had shared
together were no longer a mingled ecstacy and pain, marred by torturing
doubts and fears, but held once more the old magic of that wonder-day at
Montavan.
Somehow, the dividing line did not seem to matter very much, now that
she was sure that Blaise, on his side of it, was loving her just as
she, on hers, loved him. Indeed, at this stage Jean made no very great
demands on life. After the agony of uncertainty of the last few months,
the calm surety that Blaise loved her seemed happiness enough.
Other sharp edges of existence, too, had smoothed themselves down--as
sharp edges have a knack of doing if you wait long enough. Burke seemed
to have accepted her last answer as final, and now spared her the effort
of contending further with his tempestuous love-making, so that she felt
able to continue her friendship with Judith, and her consequent visits
to Willow Ferry, with as little _gêne_ as though the episode at the
“honeymooners’ inn” had never taken place. She even began to believe
that Burke was genuinely slightly remorseful for his behaviour on that
particular occasion.
Apparently he had not made a confidant of his sister over the matter,
for it was without the least indication of a back thought of any kind
that she approached Jean on the subject of spending a few days with
herself and Geoffrey at their bungalow on the Moor.
“Geoff and I are going for a week’s blow on Dartmoor, just by way of a
‘pick-me-up.’ Come with us, Jean; it will do you good after stuffy old
London--blow the cobwebs away!”
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