“Why?” Her voice deepened suddenly, the placid satisfaction with which
she had narrated the carrying out of her plan disappearing from it
completely. “Why? I did it to punish you--first for stealing my Nesta
from me and then because, after you had stolen her, you brought her
nothing but misery and heart-break. She was so young--so young! And you,
with your hideous temper and cold, formal English ways--you broke her
heart, cowed her, crushed her!”
“She was old enough to coquette with every man she met,” came grimly
between Tormarin’s teeth. “No husband--English or Italian, least of all
Italian--would have endured her conduct.”
“She would not have played with other men if you had loved her. She
was all fire. And you--you were like a wet log that will not burn!”
She gestured fiercely. “You _never_ loved her! It was in a moment
of passion--of desire that you married her!... But you were sure,
eventually, to meet some other woman and learn what love--real love--is.
So I waited. And when I saw you at Montavan with Jean--I knew that
the day I had waited for so long would come at last. I knew that your
punishment was ready to my hand.”
“Do you mean”--Blaise spoke in curiously measured accents--“do you
mean that you deliberately concealed the fact that Nesta still lived so
that----”
“So that you should not marry the woman that you loved when the time
came! Yes, I planned it all! I kept Nesta safely hidden at Varigny,
and I made little changes in her appearance--a woman can, you
know”--mockingly--“the colour of her hair, the way of dressing it. Oh,
just little changes, so that if by chance she was seen in the street
by anyone who had known her as your wife she would not easily be
recognised.” Oh once more with that exasperating complacence at her own
skill in deception--“I thought of every little detail.”
Tormarin stood listening to her silently, like a man in a trance. His
face had grown drawn and haggard, and his eyes burned in their sockets.
Once, as she poured out her story of trickery and deception, she heard
him mutter dazedly: “Jean... Jean,” and the anguish in his voice might
have moved any woman to pity save only one who was utterly and entirely
obsessed with the desire for vengeance.
But the intolerable suffering which had suddenly lined his face and
rimmed his mouth with tiny beads of sweat was meat and drink to her. She
gloried in it. This was her hour of triumph after long years of waiting.
She smiled at him blandly.
“I think I have behaved very well,” she pursued. “I might have waited
till you were actually married. But I have no wish to punish the little
Jean. She, at least, is ‘on the square,’ as you say--though it would
have revenged my Nesta well had I waited. You ruined Nesta’s life; I
could have ruined the life of the woman you love. I did think of it. Ah!
You would have suffered then, knowing that the Jean you worshipped was
neither wife, nor maid, but a----”
“_Be silent, woman!_”
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