Nesta felt that, as the woman in possession, she was missing half the
satisfaction in life by reason of her inability to triumph openly over
the other woman--the woman without the gate. Finally, at the end of
her resources of innuendo and allusion, she tried the effect of open
warfare.
She had driven over to Charnwood to call and, as Claire was away,
spending the afternoon with friends, Jean had perforce to entertain her
undesired visitor alone. It was just as she was preparing to take her
departure that Nesta launched her attack.
“You look so ill, Miss Peterson,” she remarked commiseratingly. “So pale
and worn! It does not suit you, I am sure, for of course you must have
been very pretty at one time for my husband to have wished to marry
you.”
Jean stared at her without reply. The outrageous speech almost took her
breath away, by its sheer, impudent bravado.
“There!” Nesta feigned dismay. “Now I have offended you! And I so want
us to be good friends. But of course”--quickly--“it is difficult for you
to feel friendly towards the wife of Blaise. I can understand that. I
suppose”--her head a little tilted to one side like that of an enquiring
robin and her eyes fastened on the other’s white face with a merciless,
gimlet gaze that filled Jean with helpless rage--“I suppose you loved
him _very_ much?”
Jean felt the blood rush into her cheeks and caught a responsive gleam
of satisfaction in the other’s half-closed eyes.
“I think that is hardly a subject which can be discussed between us,”
she said, with a supreme effort at self-control.
And then, to her unbounded thankfulness, Tucker threw open the door and
announced that Mrs. Tormarin’s car was waiting.
This open declaration of hostility on Nesta’s part gave Jean food for
reflection. Briefly she recounted the incident to Claire, adding:
“It means I must not go to Staple again. If she intends to adopt that
attitude, it would make a situation which is already quite difficult
enough hopelessly impossible.”
The two girls were pacing up and down the terrace at Charnwood together
when Jean indicated the consequences of Nesta’s visit, and Claire,
sensing the pain in her friend’s voice, pressed her arm sympathetically.
But she said nothing. What was there to say? Within herself, she felt
that Jean’s determination to eschew the Tormarin menage altogether was
the only wise one.
“Poor Blaise!” pursued Jean, a slight tremor in her voice. “He has the
hardest part to bear. She must make life hideously difficult for him.”
Claire nodded.
“Yes. He is looking very fagged and strained. Horrid little beast!” she
added with unusual vehemence. “Why on earth couldn’t she have _stayed_
dead?”
Jean laughed joylessly.
“Why indeed?--Only she never really died, you see.”
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