“It came as a consequence of the Tormarin temper. That’s why Blaise
calls it the ‘mark of the beast.’ It was just before he was born--when
I was waiting for the supreme joy of holding my first-born in my arms.
Derrick--Blaise’s father--was an extremely jealous-natured man. He hated
to think that there had ever been anyone besides himself who cared for
me. And there was one man, in particular, of whom he had always been
foolishly jealous and suspicious. I can’t imagine why, though”--with
a little puzzled laugh. “You would think that the mere fact that I had
married _him_, and not the other man, would have been sufficient proof
that he had no cause for jealousy. But no! Men are queer creatures, and
he always resented my friendship with John Lovett--which continued after
my marriage. I had known John from childhood, and he was the truest
friend a woman ever had!” She sighed: “And I needed friends in those
days! For somehow, brooding over things to himself, my husband conceived
the idea that the little son who was coming was not his own child--but
the child of John Lovett. I think someone must have poisoned his mind.
There was a certain woman of our acquaintance whom I always suspected;
she hated me and was very much attached to Derrick--she had wanted to
marry him, I believe. In any case, he came home one evening, from her
house, like a madman; and there was a scene... a terrible scene...
he hurling accusations at me.... I won’t talk of it, because he was
bitterly repentant afterwards. As soon as the fit of rage was past, he
realised how utterly groundless his suspicions had been, and I don’t
think he ever ceased to reproach himself. But that has always been the
way! The Tormarins have invariably brought the bitterest self-reproach
upon themselves. One way or another, the same story of blind, reckless
anger, and its consequences, has repeated itself generation after
generation.”
“And then? What happened then?” asked Jean in low, shocked tones.
“I was very ill--so ill that they thought I should not live. But I did
live, and I brought my baby into the world. Only, he was born with that
white lock of hair. And my own hair had turned perfectly white.”
Jean was silent for a little. At last she said softly:
“I’m so glad, madonna, that you were happy afterwards. _Your_ ‘house of
dreams’ came true in the end!”
“Yes”--Lady Anne’s grey eyes were very bright and luminous. “My house of
dreams came true.”
After a while, she went on quietly:
“But my poor Blaise’s house of dreams fell in ruins. The foundation was
rotten. You knew, didn’t you, that there was a woman he once cared for?”
Jean nodded. Speech was difficult to her just at that moment.
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