American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Shippen’s agreeable attention changed for one instant to a blank stare;
then he dropped his eyes as she went on with this intimate account of
what she wanted her home to be. Mother! And she had no children. The
term had for him a sort of embarrassing animal significance. It was not
discussed this way in polite circles, even by women who were mothers.
You were supposed not to know it or to forget that this sparkling being
with whom you were conversing, or maybe flirting, had passed through
the experiences of an accouchement. His feelings suffered a revulsion
toward her. But she held him as if she meant that he should carry away
with him the dimensions, the waist measure, the countenance and the
germinating biography of this house.
“I told him,” she went on, still referring to the decorator, “that I
wanted a home inside, where children would look as if they belonged in
it, and not as if they had escaped from their own hidden quarters--soft
places in it, you know, where a baby could just fall asleep, like the
sofa over there,” indicating with a nod a wide, low, old-fashioned soda
shrouded in shadows.
He cast an embarrassed glance at it. His feelings were that a babe
should be kept concealed until it was a child of an age to be decently
exposed and confessed. Some men are like that, and a few women. Their
parent instincts have decayed.
“And when they become grown sons and daughters,” she continued, taking
no notice of his discomfiture, “there should be wide, happy spaces in
here for their joys--a house for lovers and weddings.”
He waited. Apparently she had finished. He raised his eyes and saw her
flushed, animated. “But why should you want such a house?” he asked,
not that it made any difference now what she wanted. So far as he was
concerned the spell of her charm was broken. His one desire was to
escape this disenchantment and to find out what was in the wind for
Cutter. He clung to that joke.
“Because all the time I was a wife I wanted this house, and I longed
for children. Now I can have them.”
Shippen stood up. She remained seated, eyes lifted with that rapt look
fixed upon him.
“Did you say--children, Mrs. Cutter?” he stammered.
“Yes; now I shall have children,” she repeated.
“Well, all right; but under the circumstances, it is a little unusual;
don’t you think so?” he said, the compass of his mind already pointed
toward the door.
“Yes, it is,” she agreed, and was evidently about to launch into
this feature of the case when she saw that he was about to take his
departure. This reminded her of something. “But what was it you wished
to see me about, Mr. Shippen?” she asked, with a return of that vague
anxiety in the tones of her voice.
“Why, merely to resume a pleasant acquaintance, I suppose,” he answered
politely.
“Oh.”
“Thank you for receiving me,” he said. “Can I do anything for you in
New York?”
“No,” she answered quickly, but with no shade of embarrassment to
indicate that she knew he referred to her husband.
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