Muslims -- Turkey -- Fiction; Turkey -- History -- Abdul Mejid, 1839-1861 -- Fiction
“O hard of heart! O cruel!” she whimpered. “Art thou not lord of me?
Has my fancy ever strayed from thy goodliness to desire another’s? Now
Alia is dead, what am I? The women at the spring will mock me, saying,
‘O thing despised, alone in his house, yet unembraced.’ O my dear lord,
O tree of sweet fruit shading me, could I tell when I joined thy harìm,
to wait upon thy daughter, that by so doing I should render my widowhood
eternal? I knew thou hadst no other, save me and that very old one who is
since dead.... Let not the offense which I committed at that other tree
stand ever in thy sight against me. May Allah blast that other till the
Last Day. Died not my soul beneath its branches? But this is a good tree,
of shade most pleasant. Ah, put me not away, O lord of justice.”
Slowly the import of her blubbering reached Shems-ud-dìn’s intelligence;
and he saw plainly how, immersed in selfish grief, he had dealt harshly
by his servant. Her desires were natural and legitimate. She was now
alone in his house. He sought no other woman.
“So be it,” he said. “Very kind hast thou been to me through this time of
trouble. When the days of my grief are accomplished, if Allah spares us,
thou shalt have thy will.”
The creature’s gladness seemed excessive to one for whom all things were
now equal under heaven.
* * * * *
In the wide archway of his own house, overlooking the small white city
which had been his care so many years, the minaret which he had caused
to be built, and the yellow hills rolling to violet in the distance,
Shems-ud-dìn sat on a morning and wrote to his brother Milhem. Behind
him, in the shadow, knelt Mâs employed in trimming the lamps of the
house, shaking one after another to be sure it had oil enough. The sheykh
paused often before recharging his reed to gaze out over the sun-baked
land and smile, part ruefully.
“After inquiry touching thy illustrious health, I submit to thee, O my
dear brother, that my son Abd-ur-Rahman does, upon mature reflection,
elect to retire to a private station and has returned to this little
city, to the house of me his father; that he entreats thy pardon for a
defection which must bear the look of ingratitude; but that, in excuse,
he has not the strength of thee, O my brother, to escape corruption in a
path so full of temptations. Forget not, O my dear, how his childhood was
spent in a quiet place, among simple folk, far from all those seductions
which spring from too much luxury and the intercourse with foreigners and
men unsteadfast in the faith.
“Notwithstanding, I will not hide from thee my own lively pleasure in
this end to his deliberations, which appears to me the right one in the
sight of Allah.
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