Muslims -- Turkey -- Fiction; Turkey -- History -- Abdul Mejid, 1839-1861 -- Fiction
“Hush, O my father! Ask only. Make petition. Is not His mercy boundless?
Oh, how I have longed to know that place, the talking fruit, the tree,
the wondrous birds, and the voice melodious, and the joy in God’s
presence. Promise to ask for me, and my fear will be much less.”
“If Allah will, if at the last day I be judged fit for salvation, then be
sure I will fulfill thy petition, O light of my eyes!”
With a sigh of relief, she loosed hold of him and sank back upon the
pillows, closing her eyes. It was some time ere she again opened them.
Then, meeting her father’s troubled gaze, she smiled languidly, almost
voluptuously.
“Be not too sorrowful, O my dear! May Allah reward that kind thought of
thine which brought me hither. Here is like paradise. It is part of my
fear to die that I must leave this pleasant room—of a light subdued, yet
how cheerful!—and the pure sweet odors, and the loving tendance. But what
matter! All is allotted.” She paused before adding in a more detached
strain, as though trying to view herself through strange eyes: “Knowest
thou, O my father, that, did it please Allah to preserve me in life, I
think I should pray thee to give me to this good hakìm and not to Shibli.
When I suffer pain, the hakìm needs but to look on me and it is gone. His
touch is gentle, and his eyes are not as the eyes of Shibli, but rather
resemble thine, O my father——”
She broke off suddenly, for just then the door of the room opened and the
hakìm himself entered, followed by Fatmeh and an unveiled woman who also
waited upon Alia.
Shems-ud-dìn withdrew. He knew now that the hakìm had told truth when he
said that the end was very near. He saw his late torpor of enjoyment, and
the still evident delight of Fatmeh, in their true colors, the colors of
the sunset hour, the fairest of the day, the gate of night. The sun of a
blinding love drew near his setting.
Going down into the court, he spoke with Zeyd and the two old negroes
till the hakìm came forth from Alia, when he ran and clutched his raiment.
“Let me talk with thee, O lord of bounty!”
“Willingly. We will go to the housetop; it is pleasant at this hour.”
On the housetop, moving in the blaze of the sinking sun, the Frank
explained to Shems-ud-dìn, as well as his knowledge of the Arabic would
permit, the nature and peculiar symptoms of Alia’s malady. It was
incurable, he had said so from the first. He had done what man could
to relieve the pain of it, and increase by a little the number of her
days. There was nothing more on earth that he could do. Even supposing
she might live, which was impossible, the mere life deprived of certain
organs would be ghastly torture, no blessing, but a very curse.
Shems-ud-dìn, hearing him theorize thus, and mistaking the tenor of his
jumbled words, on a sudden wave of longing forgot even Allah Most High.
From his sinful heart he cried:
“Save but the life of her, the life alone! She dead, what have I left on
earth to care for?”
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