Muslims -- Turkey -- Fiction; Turkey -- History -- Abdul Mejid, 1839-1861 -- Fiction
“As for naming him thy benefactor, O scion of a noble house, I grieve to
hear thee thus exalt the dirt beneath thee. Hast thou not paid him as
though he had performed his covenant? Surely he is thy debtor. Remains
the affront to thee and all of us here.”
“I laugh for pity,” said Shems-ud-dìn, with a fleeting smile. “In the
case of some other than myself, I might laugh with amusement, for the
thing is ludicrous. Is it not a stock expedient with the provokers of
mirth to throw the punishment for crime upon some good man and simple,
most innocent thereof? I alone have sinned, and lo! you visit my sin upon
this physician, whose fault has been excess of kindness. Shall I not own
obligation? I offered the half of my fortune; I struck no bargain with
him beforehand; he could have claimed the half of me. Yet, when it came
to the reckoning, he asked but his just due, and named all the items in
account. Which of you, in his place, would have dealt so gently with a
stranger?
“You assail his house, assault, affright him. By what right, I demand
to know? Are you, and not I, in account with him? Hear the words of
Allah. You know the korân, ‘He that shall err, shall err only for his own
soul, nor shall any laden be charged with another’s burden’; and again,
‘The fate of every man is tied about his neck.’ By what right, then, do
you meddle with the things which concern me only? Is your sympathy for
me so great that, seeing I have sinned, you must sin yourselves more
abominably?... Go, O Zeyd. Speed to the house of that worthy infidel.
Express to him my regret for the disturbance caused to his house by
these, my too ardent sympathizers.”
“Ready, O my master.” Zeyd moved to obey, but laggingly, and with the
mien of one much loath. For Zeyd prized the eloquence of Shems-ud-dìn
above all jewels. The fine words, accurately pronounced by the scholar,
sang of love to his soul, which languished as a bride expectant. And
never had Shems-ud-dìn spoken as now he spoke, with such authority, such
inspiration in the choice of fitting words. Zeyd grudged that feast
to the Circassians, to Mâs, to fickle Shibli. He alone could quite
appreciate it; and he must go. He went very slowly.
The other listeners, disconcerted by the attitude of their saint, still
more by an unwonted smile which flickered round his lips, had not a word
to reply. Sarcasm was a weapon they all feared, and it was the weapon
least expected from so mild a man. But what they took for sarcasm in this
instance was, in truth, but the natural expression of one new-weaned from
earthly longing, whose mind now dwelt with Allah and beheld the things of
earth from an immeasurable height.
He went on to speak to them of his own sin, quoting, “Man prays for evil,
as he prays for good, for man is unthinking”; when all personal feelings
became lost in pure admiration of his golden gift. His language grew so
refined, his mind soared so near to heaven, that they, his hearers, could
only gasp and praise the Lord.
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