New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
She lay late in bed, refusing the coffee and fried eggs which the
friendly Irish servant thrust through her door, and hating the
intimate domestic noises of the house and the cries and rumblings
of the street. Her week of idleness had brought home to her with
exaggerated force these small aggravations of the boarding-house
world, and she yearned for that other luxurious world, whose
machinery is so carefully concealed that one scene flows into
another without perceptible agency.
At length she rose and dressed. Since she had left Mme. Regina’s
she had spent her days in the streets, partly to escape from the
uncongenial promiscuities of the boarding-house, and partly in the
hope that physical fatigue would help her to sleep. But once out of
the house, she could not decide where to go; for she had avoided
Gerty since her dismissal from the milliner’s, and she was not sure
of a welcome anywhere else.
The morning was in harsh contrast to the previous day. A cold grey
sky threatened rain, and a high wind drove the dust in wild spirals
up and down the streets. Lily walked up Fifth Avenue toward the
Park, hoping to find a sheltered nook where she might sit; but the
wind chilled her, and after an hour’s wandering under the tossing
boughs she yielded to her increasing weariness, and took refuge in
a little restaurant in Fifty-ninth Street. She was not hungry, and
had meant to go without luncheon; but she was too tired to return
home, and the long perspective of white tables showed alluringly
through the windows.
The room was full of women and girls, all too much engaged in the
rapid absorption of tea and pie to remark her entrance. A hum
of shrill voices reverberated against the low ceiling, leaving
Lily shut out in a little circle of silence. She felt a sudden
pang of profound loneliness. She had lost the sense of time, and
it seemed to her as though she had not spoken to any one for
days. Her eyes sought the faces about her, craving a responsive
glance, some sign of an intuition of her trouble. But the sallow
preoccupied women, with their bags and note-books and rolls of
music, were all engrossed in their own affairs, and even those who
sat by themselves were busy running over proof-sheets or devouring
magazines between their hurried gulps of tea. Lily alone was
stranded in a great waste of disoccupation.
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