New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
As she emerged, a man moved toward her from the knot of smokers,
and she found herself face to face with Selden. The stir of the
pulses which his nearness always caused was increased by a slight
sense of constraint. They had not met since their Sunday afternoon
walk at Bellomont, and that episode was still so vivid to her
that she could hardly believe him to be less conscious of it. But
his greeting expressed no more than the satisfaction which every
pretty woman expects to see reflected in masculine eyes; and the
discovery, if distasteful to her vanity, was reassuring to her
nerves. Between the relief of her escape from Trenor, and the vague
apprehension of her meeting with Rosedale, it was pleasant to rest
a moment on the sense of complete understanding which Lawrence
Selden’s manner always conveyed.
“This is luck,” he said smiling. “I was wondering if I should be
able to have a word with you before the special snatches us away. I
came with Gerty Farish, and promised not to let her miss the train,
but I am sure she is still extracting sentimental solace from the
wedding presents. She appears to regard their number and value as
evidence of the disinterested affection of the contracting parties.”
There was not the least trace of embarrassment in his voice, and
as he spoke, leaning slightly against the jamb of the window, and
letting his eyes rest on her in the frank enjoyment of her grace,
she felt with a faint chill of regret that he had gone back without
an effort to the footing on which they had stood before their last
talk together. Her vanity was stung by the sight of his unscathed
smile. She longed to be to him something more than a piece of
sentient prettiness, a passing diversion to his eye and brain; and
the longing betrayed itself in her reply.
“Ah,” she said, “I envy Gerty that power she has of dressing
up with romance all our ugly and prosaic arrangements! I have
never recovered my self-respect since you showed me how poor and
unimportant my ambitions were.”
The words were hardly spoken when she realized their infelicity. It
seemed to be her fate to appear at her worst to Selden.
“I thought, on the contrary,” he returned lightly, “that I had been
the means of proving they were more important to you than anything
else.”
It was as if the eager current of her being had been checked by
a sudden obstacle which drove it back upon itself. She looked at
him helplessly, like a hurt or frightened child: this real self of
hers, which he had the faculty of drawing out of the depths, was so
little accustomed to go alone!
The appeal of her helplessness touched in him, as it always did,
a latent chord of inclination. It would have meant nothing to him
to discover that his nearness made her more brilliant, but this
glimpse of a twilight mood to which he alone had the clue seemed
once more to set him in a world apart with her.
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