New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“Ah, that’s nice of you; and it would be nicer still if you would
carry me off to a quiet corner, and get me a glass of lemonade or
some innocent drink before we all have to rush for the train.”
She turned away as she spoke, letting him strut at her side through
the gathering groups on the terrace, while every nerve in her
throbbed with the consciousness of what Selden must have thought of
the scene.
But under her angry sense of the perverseness of things, and the
light surface of her talk with Rosedale, a third idea persisted:
she did not mean to leave without an attempt to discover the truth
about Percy Gryce. Chance, or perhaps his own resolve, had kept
them apart since his hasty withdrawal from Bellomont; but Miss
Bart was an expert in making the most of the unexpected, and the
distasteful incidents of the last few minutes—the revelation to
Selden of precisely that part of her life which she most wished
him to ignore—increased her longing for shelter, for escape from
such humiliating contingencies. Any definite situation would be
more tolerable than this buffeting of chances, which kept her in an
attitude of uneasy alertness toward every possibility of life.
Indoors there was a general sense of dispersal in the air, as of
an audience gathering itself up for departure after the principal
actors had left the stage; but among the remaining groups, Lily
could discover neither Gryce nor the youngest Miss Van Osburgh.
That both should be missing struck her with foreboding; and she
charmed Mr. Rosedale by proposing that they should make their
way to the conservatories at the farther end of the house.
There were just enough people left in the long suite of rooms
to make their progress conspicuous, and Lily was aware of being
followed by looks of amusement and interrogation, which glanced
off as harmlessly from her indifference as from her companion’s
self-satisfaction. She cared very little at that moment about
being seen with Rosedale: all her thoughts were centred on the
object of her search. The latter, however, was not discoverable
in the conservatories, and Lily, oppressed by a sudden conviction
of failure, was casting about for a way to rid herself of her
now superfluous companion, when they came upon Mrs. Van Osburgh,
flushed and exhausted, but beaming with the consciousness of duty
performed.
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