The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
But what I feel most strongly about the whole, is the intense interest
which has grown up about it. The trust which these simple folk repose
in me is the factor which rescues me from the indolent impulse to leave
matters alone; even if I desired to do so, I could not for very shame
disappoint them. Moreover, I cannot pretend that it takes up very much
time. The institutions run themselves for the most part. I don’t overdo
my visits; indeed, I seldom go to call on my friends unless there is
something specific to be done. But I am always at home for them between
seven and eight. My downstairs smoking-room, once an office, has a
door which opens on the drive, so that it is not necessary for these
Nicodemite visitors to come through the house. Sometimes for days
together I have no one; sometimes I have three or four callers in the
evening. I don’t talk religion as a rule, unless I am asked; but we
discuss politics and local matters with avidity. I have persistently
refused to take any office, and I fear that our neighbours think me
a very lazy kind of dilettante, who happens to be interested in the
small-talk of rustics. I will not be a Guardian, as I have little turn
for business; and when it was suggested to me that I might be a J. P.,
I threw cold water on the scheme. Any official position would alter my
relation to my friends, and I should often be put in a difficulty; but by
being absolutely unattached, I find that confidential dealings are made
easy.
I fear that this will sound a very shabby, unromantic, and gelatinous
form of philanthropy, and I am quite unable to defend it on utilitarian
principles. I can only say that it is deeply absorbing; that it pays, so
to speak, a large interest on a small investment of trouble, and that it
has given me a sense of perspective in human things which I never had
before. The difficulty in writing about it is to abstain from platitudes;
I can only say that it has revealed to me how much more emotion and
experience go to make up a platitude than I ever suspected before in my
ambitious days.
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