The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
Society is good for most of us; but solitude is equally good, as a tonic
medicine, granted that sociability is accepted as a factor in our life.
A certain deliberate solitude, like the fast days in the Roman Church,
is useful, even if only by way of contrast, and that we may return with
fresh zest to ordinary intercourse.
People who are used to sociable life find the smallest gap, the
smallest touch of solitude oppressive and _ennuyeux_; and it may be
taken for granted that the avoidance of ennui, in whatever form that
whimsical complaint makes itself felt, is one of the most instinctive
prepossessions of the human race; but it does not follow that solitude
should not be resolutely practised; and any sociable person who has
strength of mind to devote, say, one day of the week to absolute and
unbroken loneliness would find not only that such times would come
to have a positive value of their own, but that they would enhance
infinitely the pleasures of social life.
It is a curious thing how fast the instinct for solitude grows. A friend
of mine, a clergyman, a man of an inveterately sociable disposition, was
compelled by the exigencies of his position to take charge of a lonely
sea-coast parish, the incumbent of which had fallen desperately ill.
The parish was not very populous, and extremely scattered; the nearest
houses, inhabited by educated people were respectively four and five
miles away—my friend was poor, an indifferent walker, and had no vehicle
at his command.
He went off, he told me, with extreme and acute depression. He found
a small rectory-house with three old silent servants. He established
himself there with his books, and began in a very heavy-hearted way to
discharge the duties of the position; he spent his mornings in quiet
reading or strolling—the place lay at the top of high cliffs and included
many wild and magnificent prospects. The afternoon he spent in trudging
over the parish, making himself acquainted with the farmers and other
inhabitants of the region. In the evening he read and wrote again. He
had not been there a week before he became conscious that the life had a
charm. He had written in the first few days of his depression to several
old friends imploring them to have mercy on his loneliness. Circumstances
delayed their arrival, and at last when he had been there some six weeks,
a letter announcing the arrival of an old friend and his wife for a
week’s visit gave him, he confessed, far more annoyance than pleasure.
He entertained them, however, but felt distinctly relieved when they
departed. At the end of the six months I saw him, and he told me that
solitude was a dangerous Circe, seductive, delicious, but one that should
be resolutely and deliberately shunned, an opiate of which one could not
estimate the fascination. And I am not speaking of a torpid or indolent
man, but a man of force, intellect, and cultivation, of a restless mind
and vivid interests.
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