The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in SiberiaDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in Siberia
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Exiles -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
interior, thanks to B--in, was as gay as a palace. Our worthy Major was
hugely delighted, went about rubbing his hands, and told everybody that
he should look out for a wife at once, “a fellow _can’t_ remain single
when he lives in a place like that;” he was quite serious about it. The
Major’s satisfaction with B--in and his assistants went on increasing.
They occupied a month in the work at the Major’s house. During those
memorable days the Major seemed to get into a different frame of mind
about us, and began to be quite kind to us political prisoners. One day
he sent for J--ski.
“J--ski,” said he, “I’ve done you wrong; I had you beaten for nothing.
I’m very sorry. Do you understand? I’m very sorry. I, Major ----”
J--ski answered that he understood perfectly.
“Do you understand? I, who am set over you, I have sent for you to ask
your pardon. You can hardly realise it, I suppose. What are you to me,
fellow? A worm, less than a crawling worm; you’re a convict, while I, by
God’s grace,[11] am a Major; Major ----, _do_ you understand?”
J--ski answered that he quite well understood it all.
“Well, I want to be friends with you. But can you appreciate what I’m
doing? Can you feel the greatness of soul I’m showing--feel and
appreciate it? Just think of it; I, I, the Major!” etc. etc.
J--ski told me of this scene. There was, then, some human feeling left
in this drunken, unruly, and tormenting brute. Allowing for the man’s
notions of things, and feeble faculties, one cannot deny that this was a
generous proceeding on his part. Perhaps he was a little less drunk than
usual, perhaps more; who can tell?
The Major’s glorious idea of marrying came to nothing; the rooms got all
their bravery, but the wife was not forthcoming. Instead of going to the
altar in that agreeable way, he was pulled up before the authorities and
sent to trial. He received orders to send in his resignation. Some of
his old sins had found him out, it seems; things done when he had been
superintendent of police in our town. This crushing blow came down upon
him without notice, quite suddenly. All the convicts were greatly
rejoiced when they heard the great news; it was high day and holiday all
through the jail. The story went abroad that the Major sobbed, and
cried, and howled like an old woman. But he was helpless in the matter.
He was obliged to leave his place, sell his two gray horses, and
everything he had in the world; and he fell into complete destitution.
We came across him occasionally afterwards in civilian, threadbare
clothes, and wearing a cap with a cockade; he glanced at us convicts as
spitefully and maliciously as you please. But without his Major’s
uniform, all the man’s glory was gone. While placed over us, he gave
himself the airs of a being higher than human, who had got into coat and
breeches; now it was all over, he looked like the lackey he was, and a
disgraced lackey to boot.
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