The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in SiberiaDostoyevsky, Fyodor
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The house of the dead : $b or, Prison life in Siberia
Dostoyevsky, Fyodor
Exiles -- Fiction; Siberia (Russia) -- Fiction
The next day, at an early hour, before the men were mustered for work, I
went through all the barracks to bid the men a last farewell. Many a
vigorous, horny hand was held out to me with right good-will. Some
grasped and shook my hand as though all their hearts went with the act;
but these were the more generous souls. Most of the poor fellows seemed
so much to feel that, for them, I was already a man changed by what was
coming, that they could feel scarce anything else. They knew that I had
friends in the town, that I was going away at once to _gentlemen_, that
I should sit at their table as their equal. This the poor fellows felt;
and, although they did their best as they took my hand, that hand could
not be the hand of an equal. No; I, too, was a gentleman now. Some
turned their backs on me, and made no reply to my parting words. I
think, too, that I saw looks of aversion on some faces.
The drum beat; all the convicts went to their work; and I was left to
myself. Souchiloff had got up before everybody that morning, and now set
himself tremblingly to the task of getting ready for me a last cup of
tea. Poor Souchiloff! How he cried when I gave him my clothes, my
shirts, my trouser-straps, and some money.
“’Tain’t that, ’tain’t that,” he said, and he bit his trembling lips,
“it’s that I am going to lose you, Alexander Petrovitch! What _shall_ I
do without you?”
There was Akim Akimitch, too; him, also, I bade farewell.
“Your turn to go will come soon, I pray,” said I.
“Ah, no! I shall remain here long, long, very long yet,” he just managed
to say, as he pressed my hand. I threw myself on his neck; we kissed.
Ten minutes after the convicts had gone out, my companion and myself
left the jail _for ever_. We went to the blacksmith’s shop, where our
irons were struck off. We had no armed escort, we went there attended by
a single sub-officer. It was convicts who struck off our irons in the
engineers’ workshop. I let them do it for my friend first, then went to
the anvil myself. The smiths made me turn round, seized my leg, and
stretched it on the anvil. Then they went about the business
methodically, as though they wanted to make a very neat job of it
indeed.
“The rivet, man, turn the rivet first,” I heard the master smith say;
“there, so, so. Now, a stroke of the hammer!”
The irons fell. I lifted them up. Some strange impulse made me long to
have them in my hands for one last time. I couldn’t realise that, only a
moment before, they had been on my limbs.
“Good-bye! Good-bye! Good-bye!” said the convicts in their broken
voices; but they seemed pleased as they said it.
Yes, farewell!
Liberty! New life! Resurrection from the dead!
Unspeakable moment!
THE END
THE TEMPLE PRESS, PRINTERS, LETCHWORTH
Note: On page 325, “the other two were the spy A----n” changed to
“the other two were the spy A--v”
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