Remembering his early love of poetry and fiction, she unlocked a
bookcase, and took down several books that had been excellent reading
in their day. There was a volume of Pope, with the Rape of the Lock in
it, and another of the Tatler, and an odd one of Dryden’s Miscellanies,
all with tarnished gilding on their covers, and thoughts of tarnished
brilliancy inside. They had no success with Clifford. These, and all
such writers of society, whose new works glow like the rich texture of
a just-woven carpet, must be content to relinquish their charm, for
every reader, after an age or two, and could hardly be supposed to
retain any portion of it for a mind that had utterly lost its estimate
of modes and manners. Hepzibah then took up Rasselas, and began to read
of the Happy Valley, with a vague idea that some secret of a contented
life had there been elaborated, which might at least serve Clifford and
herself for this one day. But the Happy Valley had a cloud over it.
Hepzibah troubled her auditor, moreover, by innumerable sins of
emphasis, which he seemed to detect, without any reference to the
meaning; nor, in fact, did he appear to take much note of the sense of
what she read, but evidently felt the tedium of the lecture, without
harvesting its profit. His sister’s voice, too, naturally harsh, had,
in the course of her sorrowful lifetime, contracted a kind of croak,
which, when it once gets into the human throat, is as ineradicable as
sin. In both sexes, occasionally, this lifelong croak, accompanying
each word of joy or sorrow, is one of the symptoms of a settled
melancholy; and wherever it occurs, the whole history of misfortune is
conveyed in its slightest accent. The effect is as if the voice had
been dyed black; or,—if we must use a more moderate simile,—this
miserable croak, running through all the variations of the voice, is
like a black silken thread, on which the crystal beads of speech are
strung, and whence they take their hue. Such voices have put on
mourning for dead hopes; and they ought to die and be buried along with
them!
Discerning that Clifford was not gladdened by her efforts, Hepzibah
searched about the house for the means of more exhilarating pastime. At
one time, her eyes chanced to rest on Alice Pyncheon’s harpsichord. It
was a moment of great peril; for,—despite the traditionary awe that had
gathered over this instrument of music, and the dirges which spiritual
fingers were said to play on it,—the devoted sister had solemn thoughts
of thrumming on its chords for Clifford’s benefit, and accompanying the
performance with her voice. Poor Clifford! Poor Hepzibah! Poor
harpsichord! All three would have been miserable together. By some good
agency,—possibly, by the unrecognized interposition of the long-buried
Alice herself,—the threatening calamity was averted.
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