Here, sometimes, in this green play-place of flickering light, Phœbe
read to Clifford. Her acquaintance, the artist, who appeared to have a
literary turn, had supplied her with works of fiction, in pamphlet
form,—and a few volumes of poetry, in altogether a different style and
taste from those which Hepzibah selected for his amusement. Small
thanks were due to the books, however, if the girl’s readings were in
any degree more successful than her elderly cousin’s. Phœbe’s voice had
always a pretty music in it, and could either enliven Clifford by its
sparkle and gayety of tone, or soothe him by a continued flow of pebbly
and brook-like cadences. But the fictions—in which the country-girl,
unused to works of that nature, often became deeply absorbed—interested
her strange auditor very little, or not at all. Pictures of life,
scenes of passion or sentiment, wit, humor, and pathos, were all thrown
away, or worse than thrown away, on Clifford; either because he lacked
an experience by which to test their truth, or because his own griefs
were a touch-stone of reality that few feigned emotions could
withstand. When Phœbe broke into a peal of merry laughter at what she
read, he would now and then laugh for sympathy, but oftener respond
with a troubled, questioning look. If a tear—a maiden’s sunshiny tear
over imaginary woe—dropped upon some melancholy page, Clifford either
took it as a token of actual calamity, or else grew peevish, and
angrily motioned her to close the volume. And wisely too! Is not the
world sad enough, in genuine earnest, without making a pastime of mock
sorrows?
With poetry it was rather better. He delighted in the swell and
subsidence of the rhythm, and the happily recurring rhyme. Nor was
Clifford incapable of feeling the sentiment of poetry,—not, perhaps,
where it was highest or deepest, but where it was most flitting and
ethereal. It was impossible to foretell in what exquisite verse the
awakening spell might lurk; but, on raising her eyes from the page to
Clifford’s face, Phœbe would be made aware, by the light breaking
through it, that a more delicate intelligence than her own had caught a
lambent flame from what she read. One glow of this kind, however, was
often the precursor of gloom for many hours afterward; because, when
the glow left him, he seemed conscious of a missing sense and power,
and groped about for them, as if a blind man should go seeking his lost
eyesight.
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