Clifford, as the company partook of their little banquet, grew to be
the gayest of them all. Either it was one of those up-quivering flashes
of the spirit, to which minds in an abnormal state are liable, or else
the artist had subtly touched some chord that made musical vibration.
Indeed, what with the pleasant summer evening, and the sympathy of this
little circle of not unkindly souls, it was perhaps natural that a
character so susceptible as Clifford’s should become animated, and show
itself readily responsive to what was said around him. But he gave out
his own thoughts, likewise, with an airy and fanciful glow; so that
they glistened, as it were, through the arbor, and made their escape
among the interstices of the foliage. He had been as cheerful, no
doubt, while alone with Phœbe, but never with such tokens of acute,
although partial intelligence.
But, as the sunlight left the peaks of the Seven Gables, so did the
excitement fade out of Clifford’s eyes. He gazed vaguely and mournfully
about him, as if he missed something precious, and missed it the more
drearily for not knowing precisely what it was.
“I want my happiness!” at last he murmured hoarsely and indistinctly,
hardly shaping out the words. “Many, many years have I waited for it!
It is late! It is late! I want my happiness!”
Alas, poor Clifford! You are old, and worn with troubles that ought
never to have befallen you. You are partly crazy and partly imbecile; a
ruin, a failure, as almost everybody is,—though some in less degree, or
less perceptibly, than their fellows. Fate has no happiness in store
for you; unless your quiet home in the old family residence with the
faithful Hepzibah, and your long summer afternoons with Phœbe, and
these Sabbath festivals with Uncle Venner and the daguerreotypist,
deserve to be called happiness! Why not? If not the thing itself, it is
marvellously like it, and the more so for that ethereal and intangible
quality which causes it all to vanish at too close an introspection.
Take it, therefore, while you may. Murmur not,—question not,—but make
the most of it!
XI.
The Arched Window
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