If once he were fairly seated at the window, even Pyncheon Street would
hardly be so dull and lonely but that, somewhere or other along its
extent, Clifford might discover matter to occupy his eye, and
titillate, if not engross, his observation. Things familiar to the
youngest child that had begun its outlook at existence seemed strange
to him. A cab; an omnibus, with its populous interior, dropping here
and there a passenger, and picking up another, and thus typifying that
vast rolling vehicle, the world, the end of whose journey is everywhere
and nowhere; these objects he followed eagerly with his eyes, but
forgot them before the dust raised by the horses and wheels had settled
along their track. As regarded novelties (among which cabs and
omnibuses were to be reckoned), his mind appeared to have lost its
proper gripe and retentiveness. Twice or thrice, for example, during
the sunny hours of the day, a water-cart went along by the Pyncheon
House, leaving a broad wake of moistened earth, instead of the white
dust that had risen at a lady’s lightest footfall; it was like a summer
shower, which the city authorities had caught and tamed, and compelled
it into the commonest routine of their convenience. With the water-cart
Clifford could never grow familiar; it always affected him with just
the same surprise as at first. His mind took an apparently sharp
impression from it, but lost the recollection of this perambulatory
shower, before its next reappearance, as completely as did the street
itself, along which the heat so quickly strewed white dust again. It
was the same with the railroad. Clifford could hear the obstreperous
howl of the steam-devil, and, by leaning a little way from the arched
window, could catch a glimpse of the trains of cars, flashing a brief
transit across the extremity of the street. The idea of terrible energy
thus forced upon him was new at every recurrence, and seemed to affect
him as disagreeably, and with almost as much surprise, the hundredth
time as the first.
Nothing gives a sadder sense of decay than this loss or suspension of
the power to deal with unaccustomed things, and to keep up with the
swiftness of the passing moment. It can merely be a suspended
animation; for, were the power actually to perish, there would be
little use of immortality. We are less than ghosts, for the time being,
whenever this calamity befalls us.
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