Poor Hepzibah! Could she have understood this fact, it would have
brought her some little comfort; for, to all her other
troubles,—strange to say!—there was added the womanish and
old-maiden-like misery arising from a sense of unseemliness in her
attire. Thus, she was fain to shrink deeper into herself, as it were,
as if in the hope of making people suppose that here was only a cloak
and hood, threadbare and woefully faded, taking an airing in the midst
of the storm, without any wearer!
As they went on, the feeling of indistinctness and unreality kept dimly
hovering round about her, and so diffusing itself into her system that
one of her hands was hardly palpable to the touch of the other. Any
certainty would have been preferable to this. She whispered to herself,
again and again, “Am I awake?—Am I awake?” and sometimes exposed her
face to the chill spatter of the wind, for the sake of its rude
assurance that she was. Whether it was Clifford’s purpose, or only
chance, had led them thither, they now found themselves passing beneath
the arched entrance of a large structure of gray stone. Within, there
was a spacious breadth, and an airy height from floor to roof, now
partially filled with smoke and steam, which eddied voluminously upward
and formed a mimic cloud-region over their heads. A train of cars was
just ready for a start; the locomotive was fretting and fuming, like a
steed impatient for a headlong rush; and the bell rang out its hasty
peal, so well expressing the brief summons which life vouchsafes to us
in its hurried career. Without question or delay,—with the irresistible
decision, if not rather to be called recklessness, which had so
strangely taken possession of him, and through him of
Hepzibah,—Clifford impelled her towards the cars, and assisted her to
enter. The signal was given; the engine puffed forth its short, quick
breaths; the train began its movement; and, along with a hundred other
passengers, these two unwonted travellers sped onward like the wind.
At last, therefore, and after so long estrangement from everything that
the world acted or enjoyed, they had been drawn into the great current
of human life, and were swept away with it, as by the suction of fate
itself.
Still haunted with the idea that not one of the past incidents,
inclusive of Judge Pyncheon’s visit, could be real, the recluse of the
Seven Gables murmured in her brother’s ear,—
“Clifford! Clifford! Is not this a dream?”
“A dream, Hepzibah!” repeated he, almost laughing in her face. “On the
contrary, I have never been awake before!”
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