“This very day, remember” said he; and then added, in a low,
self-communing voice, “Why should we live in this dismal house at all?
Why not go to the South of France?—to Italy?—Paris, Naples, Venice,
Rome? Hepzibah will say we have not the means. A droll idea that!”
He smiled to himself, and threw a glance of fine sarcastic meaning
towards Hepzibah.
But the several moods of feeling, faintly as they were marked, through
which he had passed, occurring in so brief an interval of time, had
evidently wearied the stranger. He was probably accustomed to a sad
monotony of life, not so much flowing in a stream, however sluggish, as
stagnating in a pool around his feet. A slumberous veil diffused itself
over his countenance, and had an effect, morally speaking, on its
naturally delicate and elegant outline, like that which a brooding
mist, with no sunshine in it, throws over the features of a landscape.
He appeared to become grosser,—almost cloddish. If aught of interest or
beauty—even ruined beauty—had heretofore been visible in this man, the
beholder might now begin to doubt it, and to accuse his own imagination
of deluding him with whatever grace had flickered over that visage, and
whatever exquisite lustre had gleamed in those filmy eyes.
Before he had quite sunken away, however, the sharp and peevish tinkle
of the shop-bell made itself audible. Striking most disagreeably on
Clifford’s auditory organs and the characteristic sensibility of his
nerves, it caused him to start upright out of his chair.
“Good heavens, Hepzibah! what horrible disturbance have we now in the
house?” cried he, wreaking his resentful impatience—as a matter of
course, and a custom of old—on the one person in the world that loved
him. “I have never heard such a hateful clamor! Why do you permit it?
In the name of all dissonance, what can it be?”
It was very remarkable into what prominent relief—even as if a dim
picture should leap suddenly from its canvas—Clifford’s character was
thrown by this apparently trifling annoyance. The secret was, that an
individual of his temper can always be pricked more acutely through his
sense of the beautiful and harmonious than through his heart. It is
even possible—for similar cases have often happened—that if Clifford,
in his foregoing life, had enjoyed the means of cultivating his taste
to its utmost perfectibility, that subtile attribute might, before this
period, have completely eaten out or filed away his affections. Shall
we venture to pronounce, therefore, that his long and black calamity
may not have had a redeeming drop of mercy at the bottom?
“Dear Clifford, I wish I could keep the sound from your ears,” said
Hepzibah, patiently, but reddening with a painful suffusion of shame.
“It is very disagreeable even to me. But, do you know, Clifford, I have
something to tell you? This ugly noise,—pray run, Phœbe, and see who is
there!—this naughty little tinkle is nothing but our shop-bell!”
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