I telegraphed to Mr. Rayner to inform him of the accident, without, of
course, mentioning the cause, as soon as the Doctor’s early visit was
over--he said she was suffering from brain-fever, and ought to have a
regular nurse. I received a telegram from Mr. Rayner before
dinner-time--
“Am much distressed about accident. Give her every care. Have sent off
an experienced nurse already.”
And by the afternoon train she arrived--a silent, middle-aged woman,
the very sight of whom inspired respect, which in my case amounted to
awe.
The fright in the night had made Haidee rather feverish again, so that
I thought it better to delay her coming downstairs yet another day.
But she got up and sat by the fire in my room, and I sat with her
during a great part of the day. Just before dinner we heard a light
unaccustomed step on the stairs and a knock at the door, and Mrs.
Rayner came in. Seeing her in the full light of my four windows, I was
shocked by the change in her since I had first come to the Alders,
little more than two months before. Her cheeks were so wan and hollow,
her eyes so sunken in their sockets, and her lips so drawn and livid
that I seemed to be looking at the face of a dead woman. She made
little reference to the previous night’s adventure, only saying--
“I hear Sarah is ill. I had to go in search of my breakfast myself
this morning. I hope she is better.”
But the look on her worn face of relief from a hated burden belied her
words. She had not dared even to visit her child while that harpy was
about. I was sorry Sarah’s illness had been caused by me; but I could
not feel much sympathy with her; her wandering speeches of the night
before had shown her real cruel, vindictive self too plainly.
When we were called to dinner, which Mrs. Rayner said she would have
with me to-day, I went down first, in order to leave her with her
child for a few minutes. At the foot of the turret stairs, where a mat
had been put to hide the traces of the horrible stain, I found the
elfish Mona, as dirty as usual, playing with a large bunch of
keys--Sarah’s housekeeping keys. I thought they would be safer in my
care than in Mona’s; so I took them from her, not without a struggle
and many tearless screams and howls on her part. I did not come much
into contact with this young person now, as, when neither Mr. nor Mrs.
Rayner appeared at meals, she had hers in the nursery with Jane, which
she much preferred, as it did not entail so much washing and combing.
I thought to myself how much annoyed Sarah would be if she knew her
keys were in my possession; but I was glad I had found them when,
later in the day, after tea, Jane came to me and said Mrs. Saunders,
the nurse, could not drink the draught ale from the cask, and wanted
some bottled stout.
“And cook says, ‘What shall we do?’ miss. She’s making such a fuss
about it.”
“Where is the bottled stout kept, Jane?” said I, thinking of my keys.
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