She lay back in the chair, her face, neck, and hands all wet with the
violence of her feeling and her unaccustomed vehemence. Yet her voice
had never once risen above a whisper that could not have been heard at
the other end of the room. She raised her head again, and read with
unexpected penetration the look on my face.
“I am not mad, Miss Christie,” she said quite quietly. “Think me mad
if you like--if your mother meets you at Liverpool Street Station.
But, if not, remember my warning; it may have cost me my life.”
She shook off my hand and lay back again, as if wishing for rest. And
I remained on my knees beside her, not knowing what to think, whether
she was mad or sane, whether I should follow her advice or dismiss her
words as--no, I could not think them idle; that she herself had been
in terrible earnest as she uttered them I could not doubt. What then?
She wanted to make me distrust her husband. She had not spoken like a
jealous woman; she was too cold, too indifferent for jealousy. What
strange fancy was this of hers about the journey? If my mother should
not be at the station waiting for us, which was very likely, as she
was seldom punctual, I should still have Haidee with me. I should
naturally suggest waiting for her; but, if she did not come soon,
probably Mr. Rayner himself would either send or go to my uncle’s
house in search of her. What had I to fear with Mr. Rayner, my best
and kindest friend, next to Laurence, in the world? Why should a
morbid fancy of his poor, sickly, fanciful wife trouble me?
And yet the impression her words had made upon me was so strong that I
determined, if my mother should not arrive at the station shortly
after us--that she would be there already was too much to expect of
her--that I would ask Mr. Rayner to let me take a cab to my uncle’s
house and fetch her myself.
Mrs. Rayner scarcely spoke for the rest of the afternoon; that unusual
burst of vehemence seemed to have exhausted her.
The fog, which had been hanging about us for days, grew so thick as
the afternoon wore on that we had to have the lamps lighted much
earlier than usual, and it was quite dark when, at about half-past
four, there was a ring at the front-door bell. The cook came in to say
that a boy from the village wanted to speak to Miss Christie; and I
went into the hall and found a little fellow of about ten whom I did
not know, who told me that Mrs. Manners, who was at the school-house,
had sent to ask me to come to her at once, as she wished to speak to
me about the dole. This was a yearly distribution of clothing and
money among the very poor people of the parish, which took place in
November. It was rather strange that Mrs. Manners should want to speak
to me about it, I thought at first, as I was not a district visitor.
However, of course I must go; and I went back into the dining-room and
told Mrs. Rayner about it.
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