I could scarcely approve of this way of settling the difficulty; but
happily no harm came of it; and Mrs. Saunders profited by the lesson,
and kept pretty sober after that.
This woman, having been sent from town by Mr. Rayner, had taken upon
herself in some sort the authority formerly held by Sarah in the
household, and she now suggested that Mrs. Rayner had better go back
to her old room in the left wing, saying she would take charge of it
for her as Sarah had done. The poor lady came up herself to my room,
where, having made my arm much worse by my expedition in the night, I
was lying in bed the whole of the next day.
“Why do you go back if you don’t wish to do so, Mrs. Rayner?” I asked.
“I expect it is by Mr. Rayner’s orders,” she whispered.
And, my strong suspicion that he was in the house acting like a spell
upon me, I said no more.
But I was curious to know what was the mystery that hung about that
bedroom in the left wing which no one was allowed to enter but Mrs.
Rayner, Mr. Rayner, and Sarah; and I resolved that, as soon as I
could, I would try to induce Mrs. Rayner to let me go in there.
As I lay thinking of all the strange and horrible events which had
filled my life lately, the thought of Mr. Rayner lying concealed in
his own house, perhaps hidden in some cellar the existence of which
was unknown to every one else, came uppermost in my mind. It was the
most dreadful blow I had ever experienced to have my respect and
affection for a kind friend turned suddenly into horror of a great
criminal. But I would not believe that he was all bad. How could a man
who was so kind and sweet-tempered have no redeeming points at all?
And it was I, who had never received anything but kindness at his
hands, who--innocently indeed--had drawn down this pursuit upon him.
There were only two things that I could do now. I could pray for him,
as I did most earnestly, that he might repent of what he had done, and
become in very truth all that he had seemed to me; and I could perhaps
let him know how the thought that it was I who had brought down
justice upon him tormented me.
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