Of course I felt rather indignant, as every girl does, at being
classed with “most women;” so I said no more, but only pursed up my
lips; and I saw in the white face of Mrs. Rayner, who had been
listening intently to this dialogue, a faint look of amazement at my
presumption.
After two hours’ work, Mr. Rayner called us to look at his sketch,
which represented a very lovely girl with dark gray eyes a little
larger than mine, a red-lipped mouth a little smaller, teeth a little
whiter, and a complexion a little creamier in the white parts and a
little rosier in the red; and the brown hair coiled on the top was
just a little glossier and smoother than mine ever was. It was just a
little like me all the same; and I was rather hurt when Mrs. Rayner
summoned spirit enough to say that he had flattered me, although I
knew it quite well. But Mr. Rayner said gravely that it was impossible
for a portrait to flatter a handsome woman, and Mrs. Rayner raised her
thin shoulders in a slight shrug and turned to leave the room. Haidee
rose to follow her, but paused on the threshold to give a last fond
gaze at the lion and to look round for me.
“You are an excellent model, you sit so still. It is a pleasure to
paint you for that and--for other reasons,” said he slowly and
deliberately, as, without looking up, he went on putting finishing
touches to the head. “What shall I give you as a reward for remaining
so long without blinking or yawning as all professional models do?”
“Nothing, Mr. Rayner; I like having it done. It flatters one’s vanity
to be painted; and flattery is always reward enough for a woman, they
say,” said I, laughing and following Haidee to the door.
“I shall find something more substantial than that,” said Mr. Rayner,
in a low voice, as if half to himself, looking up with a very kind
smile as I left the room.
That afternoon Haidee had just run out of the schoolroom at the
conclusion of her lessons, when Mr. Rayner came in. He held in his
hand an old and shabby little case.
“The poor painter has not forgotten his promise, if he dares to call
it a promise,” said he, with mock humility. “Now see what you have
earned by sitting still.”
He drew me to the window and opened the case, keeping his eyes fixed
upon my face as he did so. The case was lined with old and worn red
velvet, and had evidently not been made for the ornament it contained.
This was a large pendant in the form of a heart, which was a blaze of
what seemed to me the most magnificent diamonds I had ever seen. The
sight of them inspired me not with pleasure, but terror. I drew a long
breath of surprise and admiration.
“It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen,” said I at last, not
quite able to take in yet the fact that it was meant for me, and
hoping against hope that it was not.
“You like diamonds?” said he, in a low voice.
“They are lovely--the most beautiful of all jewels, I think,” said I,
with a break in my voice.
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