“That is my affair. You wished me to choose between the services of an
underpaid governess and those of an overpaid servant. I have chosen.”
“Overpaid! My services overpaid! My services can’t be overpaid!” she
hissed out.
“As long as you joined discretion to your other undoubted good
qualities, I paid you according to that estimate. Now that you let
yourself be swayed beyond all bounds of prudence by trifling feelings
of jealousy and spite, like a foolish girl, your value runs down to
that level. You are no longer a girl, Sarah, and your position is
changed in many ways since then, in most for the better. If you cannot
accept the changes quietly, you had better go.”
“And you would let me go--for a new-comer?” said the woman
passionately.
“I cannot think of sending away any member of my household for the
caprice of any other member of it, however valuable a servant she may
have been--”
“May have been--may have been! My work is not over yet, and, if I
don’t work for you, I’ll work against you,” she broke out in a fury.
“I’ll--”
“Not so fast, not so fast,” said he slowly. “You will find that
up-hill work when you have to deal with me, Sarah Gooch.”
He spoke in the hard tone I had heard him use once or twice before--a
tone which always made me shudder. Then his voice changed suddenly to
a genial, almost caressing tone.
“Now do you think you will be able to get on without me as well as I
can without you?”
There was a pause. Then I heard Sarah burst into sobs and low
passionate cries for pity, for forgiveness.
“Why are you so hard? How can you have the heart to talk like that
about my services, as if I was too old for anything but
money-bargains? That chit, that Christie girl, that you put before me,
will never serve you like I’ve done.”
“The services of a governess are not the same as those of a servant.
That is enough about Miss Christie, Sarah.”
“Enough and welcome about the little flirt--a creature that keeps
diamonds from one man in her desk, and wears round her neck a letter
from another which she kisses on the sly! Oh, I’ve seen her, the
little--”
“Nonsense!” said Mr. Rayner sharply. “And what if she does? It is no
business of mine.”
I heard him rise hastily from his chair and walk across the room; and
I fled past like a hare. Trembling and panting, I found my way to the
hall table, took out of the box there half a dozen matches, and crept
guiltily, miserably upstairs. I had listened, as if chained to the
spot, to their talk, and it was only now that I had fled for fear of
discovery that I reflected on what a dishonorable thing I had done.
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