“I will fetch you some brandy-and-water, and put it here for you,
outside the door, then.”
“No, please don’t; I should not dare to take it in. I feel that, if I
opened the door, she might get in. If I saw her again to-night, it
would kill me!” I sobbed. “Oh, please keep her away!”
I was getting hysterical again.
“She shall not come near you, child; I swear it! You are quite safe. I
will lock the door at the bottom of these stairs, and come and let you
out myself in the morning,” he said, in a low voice.
The thought of being locked in did not reassure me much; but I thanked
him and wished him good-night, with a last piteous appeal to him to
keep Sarah away. Then I rose from the floor, stumbled to the table,
struck a match and lighted my candle, and put it by my bedside. For
the first time I was afraid of the dark. And I lay awake listening,
and starting at the tiny cracks the wood made, until at last, worn
out, I fell asleep.
The next morning I heard Mr. Rayner unlock the door at the foot of the
staircase when I had just opened mine, ready to go down. He waited for
me, looking up anxiously, and seemed shocked at my appearance. I had
noticed myself, as I was dressing, how white and haggard I looked, and
how dull and heavy my eyes were, with black rings round them.
“You ought not to have got up at all. You should have stayed in bed
and had your breakfast brought up to you.”
I shuddered; I had had enough of bedside visits for a long time, and
the thought of being a semi-invalid waited on by Sarah was too much
for my self-command.
“Take my arm, child; you can scarcely walk. Come to breakfast; a cup
of hot coffee will do you good. And, after that, you shall come into
the study, and we will talk. Don’t say anything about it at breakfast;
it might frighten my wife.”
I took his arm, for I really was not quite steady on my feet; and he
led me into the dining-room, and put me into an arm-chair instead of
the one I usually occupied at prayers. Then Haidee, who had seen at
once that there was a change in me, and given me a double kiss as
consolation, rang the bell to summon the servants to prayers. I held
the arms of my chair, and kept my eyes on the ground and my lips
tightly closed that I might give no sign when I saw Sarah’s face
again; but, when they came in, I knew without looking up that she was
not there. And Jane waited at table. Had Sarah gone already? My heart
leapt at the thought. At breakfast Mr. Rayner said--
“I am going to propose a holiday for to-day. Both mistress and pupil
are looking very seedy, and I think a day’s rest from lessons will do
both good. My motives are not wholly unselfish, I am sorry to say, for
I have the penny-bank accounts to do, and I want you to help me with
them, Miss Christie, if you will be so kind as to spare me a couple of
hours. I won’t keep you longer.”
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