Atkins started back, and I feared for a moment that he would say or do
something which neither of them would ever be able to forget. But the
past two days had taught him a lesson; the agony he had been through was
still fresh in his mind; so, after a short struggle with himself, he
took his wife's hand in his, and gently pressed it. The pretty blush,
the happy smile, the evident relief with which she looked at him must
have amply repaid him for his self-control.
"He treated me just shamefully," she continued, "and after three weeks
of perfect misery, I left him. Pa at once began proceedings for a
divorce, and, as Allan didn't contest it, it was granted me very
shortly. I resumed my maiden name, and went back to live with my father.
My experience of married life had been so terrible that I couldn't bear
ever to think or speak of it. Years went by without anything occurring
to remind me of my former husband, and I had almost succeeded in
forgetting that there was such a person, when I met you, Larrie. The
idea of marrying again had always been so abhorrent to me that I did
not at first realise where we were drifting to, and you were such an
impetuous wooer that I found myself engaged to you without having had
any previous intention of becoming so. Of course, I ought then to have
told you that I had been married before; there was nothing disgraceful
in the fact, and you had a right to know it. Only, somehow, I just
couldn't bear to let the memory of that hateful experience sully my new
happiness, even for a moment; so I kept putting off telling you from
day to day till the time went by when I could have done so, easily and
naturally. At last, I said to myself: Why need Larrie ever know? Only a
few of my old friends heard of my unfortunate marriage, and they were
little likely ever to refer to the fact before you. It was even doubtful
if you ever would meet any of them, as we were to live in New York. So I
decided to hold my tongue. And all went well till one morning, a little
over a fortnight ago. I was walking carelessly down Broadway, stopping
occasionally to look in at some shop window, when a man suddenly halted
in front of me. It was Allan Brown. I knew him at once, although he
had altered very much for the worse. I remembered him a tall, athletic
young man with fine, clear-cut features and a ruddy brown complexion. He
was always so fussy about his clothes, that we used to call him 'Wales.'
And now his coat was unbrushed, his boots were unblackened. He had
grown fat; his features had become bloated, and his skin had a pasty,
unhealthy look. I was so taken aback at his suddenly appearing like a
ghost from my dead past, that I stood perfectly still for a minute.
Then, as I realised the full extent of his impudence in daring to stop
me, I tried to brush past him.
"'Not so fast, my dear, not so fast; surely a husband and wife, meeting
after such a long separation, should at least exchange a few words
before drifting apart again.'
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