"I had to go out of town for two days on business, and got back very
late on Wednesday night, having been delayed by an accident on the line.
I was careful to be very quiet as I let myself in, anxious not to wake
up my wife, who, I expected, would be fast asleep at that hour. I was
therefore surprised and pleased to find the hall still ablaze with
light. So, she had sat up for me after all, I thought. Taking off my hat
I turned to hang it on the rack when I noticed a strange hat among my
own. I took it down and examined it. It contained the name of a Chicago
hatter and the initials A. B. were stamped on the inside band. At first
I was simply puzzled, then it occurred to me that its owner must be
still on the premises. That thought roused all my latent jealousy, so,
putting the hat quietly back, I stole on tiptoe to the parlor. Peeping
through the portières, I saw my wife lying asleep on the sofa. She was
quite alone. To whom then did the hat belong? What man had left in such
hurry or agitation as to forget so essential a thing? All the stories
my father had told me came back to me with an overwhelming rush. Then I
blushed at my want of confidence. All I had to do, I assured myself, was
to wake up my wife and she would explain everything at once. I should
not need to ask a question even; she would of her own accord tell me
about her visitor. Full of these hopes I entered the room. She opened
her eyes almost immediately and greeted me with even greater warmth than
usual. I responded as best I could, but my impatience to hear what she
had to say was so great as to render me insensible to everything else. I
soon led our talk round to what she had been doing during my absence.
She told me in a general way, but, Doctor, she made no mention of a
gentleman visitor! I think I was patient. Again and again I gave her
the chance to confide in me. At last, I asked her right out if she had
happened to see any of her Chicago friends. She hesitated a minute, then
answered, deliberately, No! To doubt was no longer possible. She was
concealing something from me; therefore, there was something to conceal.
And yet she dared to hang around my neck and nestle close to me. It made
me sick to feel the false creature so near. I don't know what came over
me. The room swam before my eyes, and starting to my feet I flung her
from me. She fell in a heap by the window and lay quite still, staring
at me with speechless terror. I had had no intention of hurting her and
was horrified at my brutality. I went to her and tried to raise her up,
but at my approach she shrieked aloud and shrank away from me. I was
thoroughly ashamed now and begged her to forgive my behaviour. But
for some time she only shook her head, till at last, overcome by her
emotions, she burst into hysterical sobs. This was too much for me. I
forgot everything except that I loved her, and, kneeling down, gathered
her into my arms. She no longer resisted me, but like a tired child let
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