She slept but a short time, and awaited the evening with impatience.
She had seen what an ecstatic fire beamed within the eyes of the monk;
she had seen how manly were his motions in spite of his ecclesiastical
dress. When she thought of his self-renunciation, of the steadfastness
with which he followed his chosen aim, she could not but wish that
these good qualities might serve her own use and pleasure, in the shape
of a loving and faithful husband. Hence it seemed her mission to make a
good martyr into a better husband.
The following night Vitalis was at his post betimes, and with
undiminished ardour continued his exertions for her virtue. He was
obliged to stand, except when he was kneeling in prayer. Jole, however,
took her ease; she lay down upon the rug, folded her arms under her
head, and watched the monk with eyes half-closed. Whenever she quite
closed them Vitalis touched her with his foot to awake her. But this
rough measure was always more gentle in the end than he intended, for
no sooner did his foot approach the slender figure of the girl than it
involuntarily slackened speed, and but softly touched her side, and, at
the same time, a most wonderful sensation passed up the whole length of
the tall monk--a sensation the remotest approach to which he had never
experienced near any of the fair sinners he had had to do with.
Toward morning an angelic smile flitted across her face, and she said:
“I have listened attentively, and I now hate sin; the more so, because
it is so hateful to you, and nothing can henceforth please me that
displeases you!”
“Is it true?” he said rapturously. “Have my efforts been crowned with
success? Now, to make sure of you, come quick to the monastery!”
“You misunderstand me,” replied Jole with a blush, fixing her eyes upon
the ground; “I am in love with you. Now you must convert me of this new
evil, and banish it; and I hope you will succeed!”
Vitalis, without a word, turned and rushed out of the house. He ran
out into the silvery grey morning, and considered whether he should
leave this suspicious young person to her fate, or try to rid her of
this last whim, which was the most fatal one of all, and, perhaps,
not without danger to himself. An angry flush rose in his face at the
latter thought; but then he remembered that the devil might have set
this trap for him, and now was the time to flee. But supposing the poor
little creature really meant well, and by a few vigorous words might be
cured of this last unhealthy fancy? In short, Vitalis could arrive at
no decision; the less so, because deep within his heart great waves had
arisen and set his little ship of reason all a-rocking.
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