"Oh, yes--queer, stiff old chap!--I remember him very well. I--I
suppose the place hasn't changed much?" He had walked across to a
table, had picked up a cigarette, and was lighting it.
"No, very little," replied Comethup. "People die, and get married, and
live the same lives that other people did before them; nothing very
exciting ever happens there."
"I suppose not. I've half a mind to run down there myself one of these
days, just to dream among the old streets where I lived when I was a
boy; it would be rather inspiring, I should think. Let me see: there
was a little girl--what the deuce was her name?--used to live there in
a house we thought was haunted. Do you remember?"
"Yes, I remember," said Comethup. "She lives there still; her father's
dead, you know."
"Really, I don't think I ever met him. But I see you're impatient to be
gone, so I won't detain you. By the way"--this as Comethup was moving
toward the door--"I wish you would let me have--say a fiver. I hate to
ask you; but, you know, I haven't a shilling to bless myself with, and
although I get all I want here, still there are some additional things
which----"
"I'm very sorry," said Comethup; "I never thought of that. Here you
are. I'll come round and see you again. I suppose you're working pretty
hard now?"
"Well, not what you would call working; as a matter of fact, I'm
waiting for an idea. I can feel it coming. I know that at any moment
of the night or day I may wake up with the whole thing complete in my
mind, ready to put down on paper. But these things can't be forced--one
has to wait for them."
"And the other books?" asked Comethup. "I suppose they're going well?"
"Very well," replied Brian. "From a point of view of fame, they're
going very well indeed; people are talking about me, and I've even been
preached at from some rather popular pulpits. Of course I get a little
money from them, and that money will increase as time goes on. I don't
mind confessing that I was in the depths of despair this morning. Now
I shall go out, and look my fellow-man in the face, and enjoy the
sunshine, and slap myself on the breast and say, 'Brian Carlaw, you are
once again a free man!'"
Comethup left him and drove home. Miss Charlotte Carlaw, even in the
midst of an affectionate greeting, expressed her surprise that he
should not have telegraphed the hour of his arrival, in order that
the carriage might meet him. He explained lamely that he had made up
his mind quite suddenly to return, and that there had been no time
for anything. Miss Carlaw sat in her accustomed chair, amid a curious
silence, for some moments, evidently waiting for him to speak, feeling,
probably, after the confidence he had before given her, that there
would be something further to say. Delicacy urged her to be silent, but
impatience and anxiety for him prompted her to speak, and at last she
broke out, in characteristic fashion:
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