Comethup laughed quietly and glanced round the room; buttoned his coat
swiftly and came at his cousin slowly, steadily, without once taking
his eyes from the eyes that shifted uneasily before his. "Why, if
you refuse, I'll kill you! Don't think that's a threat merely; we're
near the top of this house, and I can choke the life out of you long
before any one breaks in this door, or even before you can give the
alarm. Understand--I'm desperate; I've staked everything on this, and
I won't hesitate. Now, as we stand man to man, I'll tell you what you
may have guessed before. I love your wife; to me she's higher even
than the angels. And my love has this quality--that life and death and
heaven and hell are nothing, mere words, compared with my love for her,
compared to what that love would make me do. It's a madness, isn't
it, friend Brian, that a man may love a woman so well that he would
kill another man rather than see her trust in that other betrayed? She
thinks nothing of me. How should she? If I killed you, she would never
cease to revile my memory and hold you up as a martyr; there's where
the madness comes in. But that would be best for her, better than that
she should find you out. Do you understand me?"
Brian looked at him curiously for a few moments and then began to laugh
in a foolish, half-nervous fashion, as though he had suddenly been
confronted with something he did not understand, and scarcely knew what
attitude to take toward it. "Well, you're more mad than I thought you
were," he said at last. "Suppose I go back to London, do you think I'm
going to settle down in that dull house all my days? I tell you I'm
made of different stuff. I want life, movement, music, laughter about
me; a dull old dog like you can't understand that."
"You shall have them all," said Comethup eagerly. "Come, I'll make no
one-sided bargain; let's understand one another. I've shown you my
hand, shown you the reason for this thing I'm doing. Don't think I'm
doing it for your sake; you needn't flatter yourself to that extent.
In all these things I put her first--her happiness is the great thing.
Now, if I ask you to take up again a life which you say is distasteful,
I'll take upon myself to make it sweet. You shall have what money you
want; I have a large income now, and when--God forgive the thought, but
you force me to say it--when my aunt dies I shall be a very rich man.
If you do this thing, I swear to you you shall never need money; that's
all it's in my power to do, as a complete outsider, for the woman I
love. She won't ever know it, and you--well, you can keep her happy."
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