To say that Brian was stunned by the intelligence would be to put
the matter mildly. In characteristic fashion he had gone on from day
to day, complacently confident that the next would bring all that he
needed to make life pleasant; and here in a moment he saw the whole
thing stripped away from him--saw in imagination the pleasant prospect
upon which he had so long gazed closed in by the hard, dull wall of
privation, against which he might beat his hands in vain. He had lived
in luxury like a spoiled child, ministering to his every whim and
caprice, happy and flattered and careless of everything and every one
about him. When at last he fully grasped what had happened, his fury
and violence were greater even than his father could have imagined; he
cursed that long-suffering man roundly, cursed every circumstance of
what he termed his poverty-stricken existence, and ended his outburst
by whimpering feebly, like a child thrust out suddenly in the cold and
the darkness.
Left alone, the natural cowardice of the man took a new form. It had
never been his habit to bear the burdens of life--that was a matter
which might more easily be left to others; he determined he would not
bear this one. To justify his conduct had never been necessary; he
had been fortunate in seeing always the easiest path to travel, and
had immediately taken it, even though such an action involved the
stepping over some one else to reach it. Consequently there was no
thought in his mind now of the sufferings or troubles which might be
incurred by any one near to him. Brian Carlaw was the one person to be
considered, and Brian Carlaw must not starve. If any justification were
necessary, he told himself with something of pride that he had a work
to perform--a work for which the world asked and waited; he owed a duty
to the world and must perform it at whatever cost. This being the case,
when his first anger was gone he looked about for a means of escape.
Difficulties were closing in about him, and he must get away from the
net while yet there was time.
So it happened that, not for the first time in the history of this
amazing pair, Mr. Robert Carlaw found himself one day again deserted.
Brian had gone, leaving behind him a letter to his father written in
quite his best and airiest fashion, and urging that gentleman to break
the news to the deserted wife.
Mr. Robert Carlaw was, not unnaturally, annoyed; he felt that his son's
action savoured of base ingratitude when it was remembered that the
father had tried to do so much. "And the worst of it is," he muttered
to himself as he read the letter, "that he's left the woman on my
hands. That's the coolest part of the business."
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