"I don't know," she replied, turning away. "He's done with so far as
I am concerned; in fact, he never really lived. We'll speak of him no
more, please." Then in a moment she lost that gentler tone and swung
round upon him fiercely. "In God's name, man, have some mercy! If my
face tells you nothing of what I have suffered, the agony of loneliness
that has been mine during these past weeks, then at least let my lips
tell you. I always liked you; I believe you to be a good and honourable
gentleman. Perhaps I can say to you what I might not to another. He has
spoiled my life, old though I am, just as he has spoiled his own; can't
you see that I couldn't take him to my heart again? He refused all
explanations of what had been done with the money; stubbornly refused
to say a word about it.--There, let's have done with it. Tell me what
you came here for."
The captain saw that it was useless to pursue the subject; he sighed
and turned to that newer matter. "I must speak of him again for a
moment, although indirectly. Do you remember a most unhappy occasion,
when you came to visit me in the hope of meeting a girl to whom the boy
was to be married?"
"Yes, I remember. What of it?"
"Whatever his after sins may have been, he behaved, as regards that
matter, with a delicacy and a consideration for the woman who had
betrayed him which was, to my simple thought, wonderful. Even if, as
you say, he is worthless, he had that one merit of loving her sincerely
and strongly through everything; of that I am convinced. She fled with
his cousin Brian and they were married. At the present moment she is
destitute."
The captain paused and looked at her intently to see the effect of his
words; she merely nodded to him to proceed.
"Her husband--a worthless fellow, I fear--appears to have deserted her
for another woman, and within a few hours of his desertion to have been
drowned at sea. She has come back to her old home and is living under
the protection of a strange old creature, a shoemaker, who loved her
and cared for her when she was a little lonely child. Beyond that man
and myself she hasn't a friend in the world; there is no one to whom
she can turn. She is hallowed forever in my sight because poor Comethup
loved her; she is set apart from all other women on that account. She
is very young and, as I have said, helpless and hopeless. Dear old
friend"--the captain made a movement toward her--"I want you to help
me."
Miss Charlotte Carlaw, whose face was working strangely, turned her
head away from him and beat one foot restlessly on the floor. "Why
should I do that?" she asked at last in a low voice.
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