"Imagine, my dear sir, what it would mean to be at the mere beck
and call of a petticoat--and such a petticoat! All women are
unreasonable--dear creatures, I admit, and they've played the devil
with Bob Carlaw--but there is reason in all things. To be confronted
with a shrieking harridan who doesn't know her own mind for five
minutes together, who insults her own flesh and blood." (Mr. Carlaw
struck himself frantically on the breast and wagged his head) "and
loads my cherished son with reproaches--no, sir, it was not to be
borne. Charlotte is a dear sister and a worthy woman, and I esteem her;
but--there are limits. I trust, whatever my faults may be, that I shall
never be accused of a lack of what I may term the gentler virtues.
Vices I have, but they are, thank God, the vices of a gentleman. In
short, sir, the situation was impossible. I am glad to think that I
controlled myself and--as a soldier might express it--retreated with
dignity. Frankly, I do not mind confessing that the loss, from a
monetary point of view, is great. My son will not set forth upon that
career for which I had destined him with such bright prospects as he
might have done. But, sir, you will agree with me that there are
limits--limits which may not be passed."
Mr. Robert Carlaw leaned back in his chair and gazed at the ceiling; he
breathed heavily, and tapped the fingers of one hand upon the table.
The captain began to think that he had misjudged Mr. Carlaw, and that
he might be, after all, rather a fine fellow.
"I am sorry," he said, slowly, "for the boy's sake."
"Yes; for myself I do not care; the world has handled me roughly, but
I have contrived, thank Heaven, to turn a smiling face to it, as a
gentleman should. I have hopes for my son; he is not--not of common
clay, and I think you will admit that his appearance is such that he
should be able to cut a figure in the world. My dear sir"--he leaned
forward and spoke confidentially--"I will not deceive you. There may
have been--nay, there was--a selfish thought in my breast in the
matter. I had a vision of my son taking his place, as he should take
it, with the aid of that wealth without which we can do nothing; and I
had a vision, too, of his old father, who would do him no discredit,
mind you, leaning upon the boy, perhaps even guiding him a little, amid
the many temptations which would beset him. I repeat, I may have had
such a thought, but it was not wholly selfish; it was for the boy's
sake, entirely for the boy's sake."
The captain began sadly to think that he had been a little hasty
in forming that better judgment of Mr. Carlaw; but he spoke
diplomatically. "No doubt," he said, "you would have been of great
assistance to him."
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