Very little was said during the progress of the meal. The captain had a
vague load on his mind, Comethup a very real one. The captain had been
pacing about his room for an hour past, putting the case as clearly
before himself as he could; telling himself, in so many frank and
brutal words, that this child was an orphan and penniless; that this
strange old woman had enormous wealth, and seemed to have taken a great
fancy to the boy. Well, that was as it should be. The boy had his way
to make in the world, and a poor old half-pay captain, going slowly but
surely toward the end of his earthly journey, was not the man to be
able to do much to help any one. The captain's heart ached a little, it
is true, and he looked back on the years that had stretched before the
coming of this child, and the years that would stretch on after he had
gone.
Comethup, for his part, tried once or twice to break the matter; he was
not very definite in his ideas about it at all yet; he only knew that
his aunt practically claimed him, and that she was not likely to remain
in the old town with him. He watched the captain nervously, and was
quite glad at last when that gentleman opened the matter.
"Rather strange lady, your aunt, eh?" he began.
"Yes," replied Comethup. "But very kind, sir, I think."
"I've no doubt of it," said the captain, heartily. "She certainly
appears to be very good-hearted."
There was another long pause, and then Comethup said, "She means--means
to be very kind to me, sir."
"Ah!" The captain nodded, and then added, with what cheerfulness he
might: "That's good; that's very good, Comethup."
Comethup swallowed the lump in his throat and looked at the captain
wistfully. "She says--says she's going to look after me."
The captain nodded again, but did not speak; he turned his head and
looked out of the window at the sky.
"I hope--I'm afraid--afraid she may mean me to go away with her." It
was out at last, and Comethup waited breathlessly for the captain to
speak. But the captain merely stood up and murmured the words of the
simple grace which closed each meal, and then walked across to the
window. He stood there looking out for a long time, and finally twisted
round and spoke a little more sharply than usual, perhaps to hide that
which he did not care to show.
"Boy, life's a big campaigning ground, where every man is under orders
from a general he doesn't even see. Sometimes it's his good luck to
march shoulder to shoulder with a friend for a bit, even to fight
shoulder to shoulder with him. But an order may come suddenly, and
the one marches off to some other place where he is wanted, or where
promotion is quicker. Old and young, rich and poor, gentle and simple,
we're all under orders, boy, and if at the last, when the fight is
done, there's a comrade beside us to close our eyes and hold our hand
for the last time--well, the great general has been merciful, that's
all."
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